Ninjaa on 43 Things

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1. stop procrastinating
1 entry . 1 cheer 26,964 people
2. not be scared of driving
3 entries . 2 cheers 13 people
3. buy more dresses
2 entries 21 people
4. make less negative assumptions about people
1 entry . 4 cheers 1 person
5. learn to forgive
2 entries 438 people
6. stop worrying so much
2 entries . 2 cheers 700 people
7. learn photoshop
2 entries 1,472 people
8. Get a tattoo
2 entries . 1 cheer 20,243 people
9. be more spontaneous
1 entry . 1 cheer 1,188 people
10. overcome all my fears
1 entry . 1 cheer 8 people
11. find myself
2 entries . 1 cheer 1,794 people
12. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
1 cheer 18,538 people
13. To live instead of exist
1 entry 10,872 people
14. Travel to other countries
45 people
15. Write a best selling book
60 people
16. own a horse
667 people
17. fly in a hot air balloon
323 people
18. be more creative
1,648 people
19. learn to belly dance
2,296 people
20. stop holding grudges
124 people
21. change someone's life
1 cheer 1,313 people
22. forgive my past
16 people
23. be more independant
1 entry 106 people
24. to read more books
16 people
25. Take more pictures
14,310 people
26. let go
943 people
27. dance more often
1 entry 168 people
28. scuba dive
2,192 people
29. Take more pictures of the world
6 people
30. stop doubting myself
2 entries 244 people
31. have more faith and trust more
2 cheers 1 person
32. get my own place
3 entries . 1 cheer 770 people
33. be able to talk to people
5 people
34. control my anxiety
1 entry 159 people
35. laugh more often
1 entry 255 people
36. forget the past
316 people
37. learn to ride a motorcycle
1,660 people
38. buy more shoes
157 people

Recent entries

Untitled 19 months ago

Last month I broke up with my boyfriend of two years. I’ve been extremely hurt and heart broken and feeling like I’ve completely lost myself. Now that a little bit of time has passed since the break up I am starting to find little by little who I am. What I really like to do. What I really like to watch. Who I really want to be around. I still have a long way until I know myself, but I found this quote and I’ve just been trying to live by it.

Apr 10, 2008, 10:47PM PDT | 3 cheers | 1 comment

be more spontaneous

piercing 19 months ago

So a few weeks ago on like a Wednesday my girlfriend asked me if on that Friday I wanted to go get a tattoo or something. I agreed, kind of thinking we wouldn’t actually. So I never really considered if I would get a tattoo or piercing. Or even what I’d get tattooed or pierced. Once I got there I just decided to get my lip pierced.

The pictute is from the next day. It was just a little red when the picture was taken. There wasn’t any swelling at all. Talking just hurt sooo damn bad.

Apr 10, 2008, 10:44PM PDT | 0 comments

learn to forgive (read all 2 entries…)

Untitled 19 months ago

Recently my now ex boyfriend betrayed me. At first I was soo angry with him. I wanted to kill him. I wanted to die. Everything made me angry. Everything reminded me of him and his betrayal. I thought I would never be happy again. I felt like I could never trust someone again. Especially not a male.

Although its only been one month, vs the two years we were together. I’m beginning to forgive what he did. I don’t know when I’ll honestly 100% forgive him, but I am trying my best to. Not because I want to be able to work things out with him (at this point its just not gonna happen) but because I want to truly move on and find inner peace. I don’t want this to affect my future relationships. I know I will move on and I know I will be happy again. I don’t want that tainted by the pain of the past.

Apr 10, 2008, 10:39PM PDT | 2 cheers | 0 comments

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