Ninjaa




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  1. 1. stop procrastinating
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    26,927 people
  2. 2. not be scared of driving
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    13 people
  3. 3. buy more dresses
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    21 people
  4. 4. make less negative assumptions about people
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    1 person
  5. 5. learn to forgive
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    438 people
  6. 6. stop worrying so much
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    697 people
  7. 7. learn photoshop
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    1,469 people
  8. 8. Get a tattoo
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    20,243 people
  9. 9. be more spontaneous
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    1,186 people
  10. 10. overcome all my fears
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    8 people
  11. 11. find myself
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    1,796 people
  12. 12. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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    18,549 people
  13. 13. To live instead of exist
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    10,869 people
  14. 14. Travel to other countries
    45 people
  15. 15. Write a best selling book
    60 people
  16. 16. own a horse
    670 people
  17. 17. fly in a hot air balloon
    322 people
  18. 18. be more creative
    1,645 people
  19. 19. learn to belly dance
    2,296 people
  20. 20. stop holding grudges
    125 people
  21. 21. change someone's life
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    1,313 people
  22. 22. forgive my past
    16 people
  23. 23. be more independant
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    106 people
  24. 24. to read more books
    16 people
  25. 25. Take more pictures
    14,304 people
  26. 26. let go
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  27. 27. dance more often
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    168 people
  28. 28. scuba dive
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  29. 29. Take more pictures of the world
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  30. 30. stop doubting myself
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    245 people
  31. 31. have more faith and trust more
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    1 person
  32. 32. get my own place
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    771 people
  33. 33. be able to talk to people
    5 people
  34. 34. control my anxiety
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    157 people
  35. 35. laugh more often
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    255 people
  36. 36. forget the past
    314 people
  37. 37. learn to ride a motorcycle
    1,665 people
  38. 38. buy more shoes
    157 people
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find myself (read all 2 entries…)
Untitled 19 months ago

Last month I broke up with my boyfriend of two years. I’ve been extremely hurt and heart broken and feeling like I’ve completely lost myself. Now that a little bit of time has passed since the break up I am starting to find little by little who I am. What I really like to do. What I really like to watch. Who I really want to be around. I still have a long way until I know myself, but I found this quote and I’ve just been trying to live by it.



be more spontaneous
piercing 19 months ago

So a few weeks ago on like a Wednesday my girlfriend asked me if on that Friday I wanted to go get a tattoo or something. I agreed, kind of thinking we wouldn’t actually. So I never really considered if I would get a tattoo or piercing. Or even what I’d get tattooed or pierced. Once I got there I just decided to get my lip pierced.

The pictute is from the next day. It was just a little red when the picture was taken. There wasn’t any swelling at all. Talking just hurt sooo damn bad.



learn to forgive (read all 2 entries…)
Untitled 19 months ago

Recently my now ex boyfriend betrayed me. At first I was soo angry with him. I wanted to kill him. I wanted to die. Everything made me angry. Everything reminded me of him and his betrayal. I thought I would never be happy again. I felt like I could never trust someone again. Especially not a male.

Although its only been one month, vs the two years we were together. I’m beginning to forgive what he did. I don’t know when I’ll honestly 100% forgive him, but I am trying my best to. Not because I want to be able to work things out with him (at this point its just not gonna happen) but because I want to truly move on and find inner peace. I don’t want this to affect my future relationships. I know I will move on and I know I will be happy again. I don’t want that tainted by the pain of the past.



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