I’m certain it will be him.
It’s only a matter of time now.
Perhaps tomorrow…
Niphrite's Life List
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1. become a published author
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2. send a secret to post secret
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3. improve my chess
1 entry14 people -
4. Sing
1 entry2,129 people -
5. own something from Tiffany & Co.
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6. Learn to pick locks
1,479 people -
7. meet him again
1 entry9 people -
8. fill up an entire book with thoughts
55 people -
9. Have a restaurant know my "usual"
102 people -
10. Do NaNoWriMo
601 people -
11. Fill a bottle with water from the Atlantic Ocean and empty it into the Pacific Ocean
7 people -
12. Never stop learning
3,968 people -
13. Finish a tube of chapstick before losing it
164 people -
14. learn to paint
1,158 people -
15. Be kissed in the rain
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16. go to Greece
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17. finish Robert Jordan's "Wheel Of Time" series.
1 entry3 people -
18. know how to solve a rubik's cube
356 people -
19. Learn to speak Latin
1 entry125 people -
20. play halo
358 people -
21. master HTML
42 people -
22. learn to draw better
1 cheer154 people -
23. learn to play an instrument
1 cheer1,189 people -
24. express myself better
1 cheer86 people -
25. get abs
1 entry702 people -
26. learn german
4,533 people
He proved to me that I didn’t have to be like anyone else in the world. That I could be who want to be, and that I would be beautiful.
He’s so close to me now, but in a few years I fear that we will be separated for good. Just because college takes us elsewhere from each other doesn’t mean I’ll never meet him again.
I must.
Not to sound conceited, but all my life I’ve been told that I have a beautiful voice. I took lessons for a short time before my schedule got too conflicted and my instructor told me that I had wonderful range. All my friends encourage me to try out for lead roles in plays and my family begs to hear me once in a while.
...But I hate singing in front of people. I get really nervous of them judging me, and then I get nervous that my voice will waver and sound terrible because I’m nervous and that will only make them judge me more.
For some reason, I have a lot more courage on stage in plays and such, but when I’m at home I take care to never use my voice.
So, I want to sing and be confident singing everywhere to everyone.
