I honestly think I’d be happier just going for girls. Men scare me, I find them disgusting and evil. They’ve caused me more pain than anything and it’s their own fault I hate them. They’re pigs. I dunno why I wanted to trust men anyway. I’ll get a boob job and then maybe guys will treat me like a person, if they’re fucking capable of that! They can’t even be mates! Worth fuck all.
END OF GOAL!!!!
I think I’m getting worse with this. It’s gotten to the point where I literally cringe when I read the word “men”. I have no idea what the hell’s happening to me! I have a real fear of men! :( Whenever I even talk about men straight away I picture being beaten up. I don’t know what’s happening with me, I want a boyfriend because I need affection but I can’t even think of men without cringing. :( Ugh I hate this so much.
I was really happy, totally getting over my depression then guess what, everything fucks up! This is totally typical!! It’s ridiculous! As soon as one thing goes wrong everything follows and I’m sick of it! This is just unfair! :(
I got fired. Why? Because the bosses are useless and idiots! I worked there for a week and within that week NONE of the 5 bosses even saw me, none of them even knew my name! And yesterday I was taken into a room and told I wasn’t coming back because ONE girl had said I was quiet!!! The “boss” said that I needed to be friendly with everyone to be a hairdresser! I WAS THERE A WEEK! I didn’t know ANYONE!! The worst part was that the “boss” even had to ask my name before she fired me!!!!!!!!! IT’S SICK!!! I spoke to clients, I was polite, I did my job, I was always there early. None of the bosses saw me work at all, and because one girl who didn’t like me complained the “boss” fired me without even consulting me!
Oh and guess what. I worked 55 hours and now they’re refusing to pay me because they fired me on pay day! They got 55 hours of free labour!
Why the fxck does this shxt always happen to me!!!!!!