 I'm doing 31 things |
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Beat my depression
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1,970 people |
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Regain my trust in men.
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1 person |
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Be healthy, stay healthy, eat healthy.
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162 people |
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Be happy with who I am. (:
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955 people |
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Only eat when I'm hungry.
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564 people |
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Have more confidence.
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880 people |
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Go to the gym at least twice a week.
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48 people |
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Get up when my alarm goes off.
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417 people |
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Be more optimistic.
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723 people |
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Find at least one thing each day that makes me happy and record it everyday for a year.
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2,620 people |
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Cook more often.
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687 people |
| 12. |
Identify 100 things that make me happy.
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2,531 people |
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Get more sleep.
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4,442 people |
| 14. |
Improve my posture.
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2,748 people |
| 15. |
Own a dog.
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916 people |
| 16. |
Learn a new language.
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2,111 people |
| 17. |
Stop biting my nails
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7,303 people |
| 18. |
Learn meditation.
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151 people |
| 19. |
Get organized.
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6,519 people |
| 20. |
Take a picture every day.
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322 people |
| 21. |
Keep a food journal.
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88 people |
| 22. |
Get my driver's license.
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5,193 people |
| 23. |
Read all the books that I own.
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47 people |
| 24. |
Get my first tattoo.
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248 people |
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Stop being selfish.
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144 people |
| 26. |
Read "The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy"
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531 people |
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Go to bed and go to sleep, instead of lying in bed for hours staring at the ceiling because my brain won’t stop
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224 people |
| 28. |
Drink eight glasses of water each day
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1,702 people |
| 29. |
Get my hair cut.
3 entries |
104 people |
| 30. |
Get a monroe piercing
4 entries |
202 people |
| 31. |
Be kissed on the top of a ferris wheel
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40 people |
How I did it: I had to get that cervical cancer jab, and my mum came in with me and forced me into it ha. The nurse was nice and I just swore in my head for like half an hour later. Was a bugger of a needle though. :( lol. I still completely hate needles, and I will NEVER be brave enough to give blood. But, at least I'm not terrified of getting my next jab. Read how I did it…
How I did it: I had put my CV into every shop I could think of, and out of that I heard nothing from anyone. I was about to give up trying and then I went into my hairdressers and saw a sign about assistants/trainees and I was gonna ignore it, because I thought I'd never ever get an interview, but my mum encouraged me to do it, thank god. :D I got an interview and within 2 days I had a full time job at a really fancy hairdressers! :D £100 a week! That'… Read how I did it…
How I did it: I decided that because of all the stress that I've been through lately it'd probably be beneficial to get over my fear and get checked up. I was terrified when I went in but I just told the nurse about how scared I was and why the fear had started, she spoke to me for a while and explained everything then she told me that she was going to use a non electric one because sometimes they squeeze harder. She kept spea… Read how I did it…
I honestly think I’d be happier just going for girls. Men scare me, I find them disgusting and evil. They’ve caused me more pain than anything and it’s their own fault I hate them. They’re pigs. I dunno why I wanted to trust men anyway. I’ll get a boob job and then maybe guys will treat me like a person, if they’re fucking capable of that! They can’t even be mates! Worth fuck all.
END OF GOAL!!!!
I think I’m getting worse with this. It’s gotten to the point where I literally cringe when I read the word “men”. I have no idea what the hell’s happening to me! I have a real fear of men! :( Whenever I even talk about men straight away I picture being beaten up. I don’t know what’s happening with me, I want a boyfriend because I need affection but I can’t even think of men without cringing. :( Ugh I hate this so much.
I was really happy, totally getting over my depression then guess what, everything fucks up! This is totally typical!! It’s ridiculous! As soon as one thing goes wrong everything follows and I’m sick of it! This is just unfair! :(
I got fired. Why? Because the bosses are useless and idiots! I worked there for a week and within that week NONE of the 5 bosses even saw me, none of them even knew my name! And yesterday I was taken into a room and told I wasn’t coming back because ONE girl had said I was quiet!!! The “boss” said that I needed to be friendly with everyone to be a hairdresser! I WAS THERE A WEEK! I didn’t know ANYONE!! The worst part was that the “boss” even had to ask my name before she fired me!!!!!!!!! IT’S SICK!!! I spoke to clients, I was polite, I did my job, I was always there early. None of the bosses saw me work at all, and because one girl who didn’t like me complained the “boss” fired me without even consulting me!
Oh and guess what. I worked 55 hours and now they’re refusing to pay me because they fired me on pay day! They got 55 hours of free labour!
Why the fxck does this shxt always happen to me!!!!!!
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createkg wants to Lose 30 pounds
be more patient
Share a night under the stars
Lose Weight and Get Healthy
Run around town in a bear suit
learn to play bass guitar
visit every MLB stadium
write music
watch the IMDB.com Top 100 movies
play the game halo online
make a free layout for my imvu home page
Lolly wants to get rid of things I don't need
financial independence
Appreciate people for who they are
lose 20 lbs
Read every Far Side Comic Strip
stop procrastinating
hotwire a car
lose weight
meditate daily
be more outgoing
celebrate my benign schizophrenia
Buy a House
Clean out my closet.
