NorthernBelle




I'm doing 6 things
  

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  1. 1. stop binge-eating
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  2. 2. Be an amazing pianist
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  3. 3. Excercise at least 5 times a week
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  4. 4. Play the piano more
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  5. 5. do 100 sit ups a day
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  6. 6. take better care of my teeth
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stop binge-eating (read all 4 entries…)
around and around and around and around....and around...........and around.... 3 months ago

Starve, binge, feel guilty, binge, cry, sleep, starve, starve, binge, cry, starve, binge, cry, sleep, binge, binge, starve, binge, feel guilty, cry, cry, starve, starve…...binge….......... and it goes on

and on

and on

and on….....

DOES THIS EVER END????!

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stop binge-eating (read all 4 entries…)
Today....... 3 months ago

I did amazing for three whole days! Just good normal eating…

And then last night…I woke up in the middle of the night and binged. Woke up and in the morning and binged. Binged again at lunctime….snacktime…and finally suppertime!!!!!!!!

NOT A GOOD DAY! :(

I’m disappointed. But sigh tomorrow is a new day. I can make it through. I wish I could go more than 3 days without caving. Aaargh.

Trying again tomorrow. Good night.

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stop binge-eating (read all 4 entries…)
Untitled 4 months ago

I’ve been having a terrible week of bingeing. It hurts my stomach so badly. How can a person go from anorexia to binge eating disorder? My goal is not to go back to anorexia, but stop bingeing; to eat healthy and maintain a healthy weight and not eat until I’m physically sick.

Any suggestions. I’ve tried so many things.

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