Well, I’m not pregnant this time around. I am incredibly disappointed, but I guess it’s for the best. I want to get married to Chad before we have a baby, now that I’ve had time to think about it. We’ve talked about getting married…now I just have to wait for him to actually propose. Maybe I should stop thinking about it so it will just happen already!!!
Cassie's Life List
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1. Find my true soulmate
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2. Grow my hair out
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3. Stop picking my skin
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4. Start cosmetology school
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5. Get a tattoo
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6. Get a job
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7. Get an apartment
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8. Turn eighteen years old
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9. Get my driver's permit
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10. Get a bikini wax
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11. Buy a tight-lacing corset
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12. Get married
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13. Get my driver's license
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14. Have babies
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15. Build muscle
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16. Meet my dad
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17. Tint my eyelashes
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18. Get an industrial piercing
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19. Repierce my nipples
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20. Get a fake ID
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21. Move to Chicago
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22. Work for MAC
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23. Get a MAC Pro Card
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24. Get some pigments from the MAC Neon Pro collection
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25. Get Zoom! Whitening done
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26. Get lip injections
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27. Get electrolysis
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28. Sign with a modeling agency
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29. Give blood
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30. Drink a shot of blood
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31. Go backpacking through Eurasia
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32. Go to college
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33. Speak French fluently
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34. Learn Russian
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35. Learn Japanese
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36. Become a journalist
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37. Publish at least one horror novel
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38. Be able to search for my name on Getty Images and find pictures of myself on the red carpet
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39. Become famous or at least widely known
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40. Die happy
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I’m already planning the wedding in my head. Chad says he’ll fuck it up if he had anything to do with it, so he’s leaving it all up to me. Lol. I want a ruby and platinum ring, and Chad wants to have a simple platinum band. The wedding iself is going to have an elaborate burlesque theme. I want to wear the above “dress”. It’s actually a steel-boned, waist-cinching corset and a train skirt that is around $800, made to order from FairyGothMother UK. I also want black lace opera-length gloves, black fishnets, and black cage heels, a la Yves Saint Laurent. Oh, and we can’t forget the mini top hat with a black half-veil! Ahaha, this is going to be amazing.
I always wanted to get married in the Rialto Square Theatre in Joliet, Illinois, but that would be just ridiculously expensive and not all of our family members and friends would be able to attend. Oh, well. I’m content with just tying the knot with my love. <3 I'm looking into the local Country Club as well as several other areas for the reception. The wedding itself could be there too, or we might find a cute church for that. So much planning!!! I'm anxious. :-)
My boyfriend Chad and I decided we want to have a baby. We’ve picked out names and sat and talked about our future and everything. I know in my heart everything will work out, so I have no problem with it. We have to wait a couple of weeks until we can find out if I’m pregnant or not yet. If so, we’re getting married sometime before the baby is born…possibly in February??? My life is finally coming together. :-D

