11th: Wii sports fit age – 25 (best score I’ve ever got!) and started playing Guitar Hero.
Today: Started a career on Guitar Hero (band name “C & J Rocks” – because of me and my boyfriend), did well on about 5 songs (easy level), 3 then an encore and then another 1. It said “You Rock!”.
Jan 19, 05:11PM PST | 0 comments
Watched episodes 4 & 5 online.
Jan 18, 10:29AM PST | 0 comments
I slipped up. I cut again, several marks on my hand. I was very upset and kinda drunk 13th Jan night (well it was early hours of 14th really). I was even at my b/f’s house. We’d been arguing because he was very drunk and got angry at me. I don’t think I had even done anything wrong. I wasn’t as drunk as him but I was still drunk. He was very drunk as I said so I don’t know if he even realized, and he’s not said anything if he has seen the marks since. I feel bad because I had stopped this for so long. I want to keep this as ‘done’ because hopefully this’ll be a one-time slip up. He’s never got like that when sober, and usually not when drunk (he’d had a lot of Jack Daniels though, because he likes the drink but knows he shouldn’t drink it because it sends him crazy, but his mate bought them I think so I guess he took a chance… he’d told me about JD before, but I’d never experienced him like that before). He apologised a lot to me today though and was nice, so I forgave him. I don’t want to cut again, though, and I don’t want him to be like that again.
EDIT: Last time I did was 30th (well early morning 31st really) Jan. I REALLY do not want to again though. It wasn’t too bad, but I shouldn’t at all.
Jan 14, 05:57PM PST | 0 comments