It’s a done deal. I’ve found someone new.
They’re taking me to homecoming:D
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accept what I can't change, change what I can't accept.
3 cheers |
10 people |
| 2. |
QUIT SMOKING
1 entry . 8 cheers |
8,505 people |
| 3. |
Start dancing again
1 entry . 4 cheers |
172 people |
| 4. |
Listen to every Bright Eyes song ever recorded
1 cheer |
1 person |
| 5. |
find my soulmate
1 entry . 3 cheers |
3,073 people |
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Lose 10 pounds
1 cheer |
5,941 people |
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good karma to replace the bad dogma
1 cheer |
2 people |
| 8. |
Go thrift shopping
5 cheers |
9 people |
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have a better relationship with my parents
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68 people |
| 10. |
Find a best friend
2 cheers |
406 people |
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Be a better big sister
2 cheers |
34 people |
| 12. |
Do a random act of kindness
3 cheers |
7 people |
| 13. |
Have a more positive outlook in life
2 cheers |
63 people |
| 14. |
Kiss in the rain
2 cheers |
14,575 people |
| 15. |
Accept others
1 cheer |
6 people |
| 16. |
Buy a lomography Holga/Diana camera
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3 people |
| 17. |
attend the Cannes Film Festival
2 cheers |
50 people |
| 18. |
Find a way to get in to prom, even though I'm a freshman
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1 person |
| 19. |
Cook something good, for once
1 cheer |
1 person |
| 20. |
exercise 3X a week
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621 people |
How I did it: I won't lie, I looked wonderful.I felt reeeaaalllllyyy pretty.And everyone else thought so to because it showed I think. I'm glad, I spent good money on that outfit.Actually, my mom spent good money.But I looked awesome. Read how I did it…
How I did it: I took the light rail downtown with my dad, and we walked around 16th street and watched protests, and saw Obama speak, and clapped, and drank coffee, and saw some interesting people. Like hippies who were walking their dogs, and scoffing at everything, because you knew they were all thinking "fuck politics." Read how I did it…
How I did it: Waited and waited. And it finally just blew over. It's still a work in progress, by the way. I hate breakups. This guy really meant a lot to me, more than anyone else I've ever dated.So don't get to terribly attached ok :) Read how I did it…
I’ve been dancing for almost 11 years, and recently stopped, around March, for two reasons, one, my lungs were letting me down because of my god damn trendy cigarettes, and two, I tore my achilles tendon.
So I completely gave up on physical therapy in June, one, being I traveled so much over the summer, I just didn’t have time, two, THEY WERE HURTING ME.
So this is my goal to SUCK IT UP, and go back to what I love.
I miss it, and I lost my awesome 4 pack of abs. I was tight, I won’t lie.
If your wondering, I’m a classically trained pointe dancer, and I dance lyrical, and modern/hip hop on the side.
So this is seriously pathetic. I know I’m predisposed to be a smoker, because of my family history, but honestly, I’m 14 and I smoke half a pack a day. It’s a wonder I make time for this, which is even worse. I could be saving for a car, and I blow it on my fancy Black’s, and Newport menthol 100’s.
I need some words of encouragement. I started about last October, much to young.
I guess I’ll update this entry more than anything, seeing as it really should be at the top of my list, if I want to live. Life isn’t worth more than 67 years anyways, but thats besides the point.
UPDATE (9/27/08):::
I haven’t smoked for four days.