OnTheWay2u

This is really going along with my other goal, to get rid of negative people in my life. Since I’ve started hanging out with people I trust and care about I’ve found it so much easier to just be myself. I don’t have to watch what I say or worry that they’ll make fun of me, because I know they’ll still be there for me no matter what. It’s nice to not have to constantly think about what I’m gonna say before I say it.

This is really coming together for me. I’ve been getting closer with people that I can really trust. They don’t sit around and make fun of me and they’re actually the ones calling me and asking to hang out. They’re content with just hanging out sometimes but we also do really cool stuff, where as my old friends saw it as pointless to even leave the house unless it was some big adventure (and that adventure had to be free, not at their house, require no driving on their part, and not go past midnight…riiiight). I still see my old friends, but very rarely, maybe once a month or two, and only at group gatherings. I like things how they are right now. I don’t think I want some people to be completely cut out of my life, but I don’t want to be close with them either.

I realized I see him more as a brother. It’s not that i didn’t want him to date other girls, I was just protective of him and wanted to make sure the girls were worthy of such a great guy