I'm doing 2 things
I can’t tell you how much it hurts..I really can’t
To know that everyone has somewhere to be with someone, and I’m left out…again. I haven’t had friends like those since I was little…and she has since grown up, started smoking pot and never calls me anymore. I’m tired of being so alone. Sure, I’ve got my boyfriend, and our roomate, but other than that, I’ve got no one. What the hell happened to me? What did I do that would cause everyone else to completely flee from my life? And why did I only have some friends when I was dating someone else…it was like most of them were just putting up with me. Sure, I have a myspace,facebook, ect. Does it help? no. People add you for stupid reasons or comment with things like “ur hott…want to cyber?” I hate these people. I feel like I’m doomed to only having one really meaningful relationship at a time. Like its either boyfriend or friends…I shouldn’t have to choose…there are plenty of different types of affection…and I can share my affection. I’m just really sick of being the 5th wheel, and the odd girl out. I want to be included for once…and not sitting on the outside looking in…
