and tons & tons of makeup. I’m such a novelty junkie. I get a serious high from NEWNESS.
After being jobless & broke for a few year, it felt good to go out & spend some, replace some old, worn out things, treat myself…
Now I’m stocked up again & it’s just emotional, impulse buying.
I think sometimes I do it just so I don’t have to go “home”; but shopping shouldn’t be a “hobby” or leisure activity. The real problem is using it to distract from thinking about what I don’t like about my life, or having to go “home”.
The internet makes it worse… even when “home” I can shop, and I will, because I don’t want to think about being “home”.