I need to get over some old problems I know. I try to rush it, but again, again, I think I need time. It’s not really fair to my boyfriend, I know, but maybe it’s less about trust and more about being irrationally scared. I have no reason to not trust my current boyfriend. I still have nightmares about my ex sometimes. Or maybe I’m just confused about the whole thing. I don’t want to mess up what I have because it’s so good. I really do Love him.
OrigamiSoup's Life List
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1. Be honest with myself
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2. accept
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3. Get over it
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4. think more positively
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5. be more trusting
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6. be more confident
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7. be more productive
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8. have more fun
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9. be more impulsive
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10. Make a list of things I want to do with friends and complete it before the end of the year
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11. eat healthier
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12. relax more
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13. cook more
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14. be more social
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15. Join Leah for girls night out
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16. go out more
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17. let go
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18. sleep for 8 hours a night
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19. learn to accept compliments
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20. exercise
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21. draw more
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22. stop apologizing so much
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23. finish 3 drawings
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24. for every game I play or anime I watch draw at least one piece of fanart
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25. start Sam's drawing of her and her puppy
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26. take a class
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27. be more outgoing
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28. Consume less sugar
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29. not let other people's negativity bother me so much
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30. finish 3 video games I've start
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31. improve my portfolio
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32. create a budget
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33. travel more
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34. learn to dance and not be embarrased to dance
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35. Learn Japanese
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36. learn Tagalog
492 people -
37. learn to speak Spanish
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38. do 40 jumping jacks whenever I catch myself being lazy
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39. remember birthdates of all my friends/family
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40. get published
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41. pay off my student loans
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42. clean my car
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43. Learn to play the drums
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How I did it: It really didn't take much. It was an easy read, and though I wasn't able to take it seriously, I was still entertained (mostly in ways the author didn't intend but sometimes ways she intended) I'm glad my friend made the recommendation and would probably enjoy continuing the series. Read how I did it…
How I did it: I actually should have marked this as achieved months ago :P It's amazing how much one person can impact your life. Things were hard for a long time where smiling felt like a rare or forced thing for me, but since meeting him he's managed to make me smile more than anyone I've ever met and ever will meet. I hope to give him as many smiles as he's given me. Read how I did it…
How I did it: I just did it. It was almost impulsive. I haven't talked to her in over a year, and before that years. We haven't talked yet but I'm excited to learn that she's engaged! Read how I did it…
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I LOVE relaxing with my boyfriend. Whether we’re doing our own thing, playing video games, watching anime, or my favorite, watching brainless TV while relaxing on each other. It’s such a wonderful feeling. I hope to do more of this during the month we have off in December :)
I made a spinach salad with tomatoes, mozzarella (mushrooms for me) in a balsamic-olive oil dressing, as well as garlic basil mash potatoes (which my boyfriend made chicken for which had really good flavor and went very well with the potatoes)
It was a very good and relatively healthy lunch (at least it felt like it. I left us felling full but not sick :P) It was a very satisfying meal. I had a lot of fun cooking with him :)
