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I reconciled a friendship so it’s as if no hard feelings were between us. Yet at the same time I started feeling emotionally distant and resentful toward another friend and decided I should keep this goal on my list.
Still, it’s okay. I was resentful, but I think I’m over it. I accept that our friendship isn’t as close as I’ve wanted it to be, and whether it’s the fault of either of us, it is what it is, and while I might feel somewhat bitter about certain memories, I don’t fault her for how I felt about us and the importance of our friendship. It is, what it is and while it maybe a loss, life goes on.
I’m happy with my life, and I have many wonderful loving people in it, and while I do still love her, I accept that we’re more distant now and even if we stop being friends and lose touch completely, I’m happy and very thankful for the friendship we did have and for what we have now.
Now instead of trying too hard to force closeness, I can put that energy toward relationships I know welcome it.
It may take some time for last of the sadness to fade away but I’m good now :)
