PH1LOKRATES

Only by the acceptance of one’s life the way that it is at its present moment in time can the process of spiritual evolution take place.

The more we resist this acceptance of who we are and deny the present moment as something less, the slower we will evolve and the harder it is to overcome life’s obstacles.

I want to remind myself every so often that I accept my life right now the way that it is in its present form and in accepting this reality I will move forward every day with a clean slate to do good deeds upon myself and others.

I have this need and I need to act upon it! I’m gonna go through the initial process of looking for a premise and characters and come up with a few good ones!

By the way; they were filming Edgar Allen Poe’s, Tale Tale Heart on my street yesterday at night! It was eerie. The funny thing is he actually lived on that street when he was alive and young. uuuuuuhhhhh

Well I think I better take off my armor this Summer. Spring is here and I feel the need to allow someone special again in my life. I guess that’s just the way that nature flows; Winter thawed the bad boy out of me and I am ready for barbecues and sweet songs under the New England sun.

I’m not looking; just allowing it to happen! As I sit here tonight at 1:40 am eastern time I think to myself … it would be quite nice to have that special feeling again. The lyrics to this song speak volumes to me:

ED HARCOURT – THIS ONE IS FOR YOU

I feel so far away from love
Cause I can never get enough
Like the kid with his hand in the highest jar
And if I came back from the grave for a while
Would you could you make a dead man smile?
I’d wear you on my arm like a brand new scar

My oh my oh my I’ve had a few
But my oh my oh my this one’s for you
My heart is on it’s sleeve
I need you to believe
That the dark times will fade

So crack the shell of the hardest heart
Slip inside when they’re caught off guard
Kill all the urgent lies that stain their blood
And if you think that you know everything
Don’t give me this chance to sing
I’m not a fool, a fool to lighten up

My oh my oh my I’ve had a few
But my oh my oh my this one’s for you
My heart is on it’s sleeve
I need you to believe

That the dark times will fade

And I can’t stop staring at you
And your expression looks a little confused
This little story will end so well