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find myself (read all 3 entries…)
And what am I to you ? 1 week ago

I think it takes a lifetime to find oneself

i mean,, i’m always changing.. just when i think i’ve figured myself,, bamm! something else happens and throws me off course.. spinning blindly toward some new realisation / destination

lost in space

i guess we all are really.. ever asking,, ever changing.. I asked my brother what things defined him and he said football,, movies and work.. nothing else interests him.. so is that the culmination of him? Is it those three things that make him the man he is? Or is he the man he is from every experience that’s affected him to the date.. i think so.. i think we’re already ourselves.. from day one we’re ourselves.. and it’s in ourselves to continue changing.

Who am i? Right now? A guy who plays guitar to get laid.. A guy who goes to the gym to look good so he can get laid.. A guy who has broken his balls to earn a teaching place only to find more and more people standing in his way,, blocking his career path,, and another chance to get laid… just another guy who wants to get laid… and i guess i’m cool with that


get a job (read all 6 entries…)
Advanced Language Centre 1 week ago

So the university sent out their seasonal application forms to all former / would be teachers.. I have till May 9th to fill them out.. send a reply… but i don’t know if i want to .. not again.. surely

They’re all a bunch of self-obsessed arseholes in there


Be a better friend
I let Jess down today,,,,,,.. 1 week ago

We made plans to visit the zoo today,, but when i woke up this morning,, i texted her to cancel.. i just don’t feel comfortable around her at the moment.. i’m just not attracted to her anymore and she says all these things that incite innuendos or thoughts that make me uncomfortable.. it’s hard to be a friend to a girl when you’re a guy

downright impossible

in fact,, i don’t think i’ll make friends of girls in the future.. it’s just trouble.. fake.. we both knew the reason we met up.. to make out ,, get laid.. i mean c’mon.. we’re only human


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