PLawrence

Its back again and I hate it. My girlfriend has left me now she says Im always down and I make her down. She is probably right. Dont know what to do anymore just know I cant give up need to keep fighting it.

Three weeks now without any weed and I feel grreeeaaatttt!
I am much more motivated and less stressed and worried. Little things that used to bug me no longer matter. I feel like I have cleared my head and rebooted my brain. I passed a knowledge test for a new job last week, which I would never have passed had I still been smoking. I just feel generally better overall. Mind, Body and Soul. If you want to quit then I suggest you do. Life is a whole lot better not stoned. I have had little urges when I have been around other smokers but they are getting less and less frequent. I didnt realise I had this much will power. I am free!!!

Got my test tommorrow morning. I have been learning the routes but its hard to keep it fresh in my mind. Im looking forward to the test to see how I do. Im not too sure if I’ll pass it first time. If i do not pass I am determined to resit the test and get a pass eventually. Im pretty sure I know most of the routes. We will see wish me luck.