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3 years ago
i registered for colleggeee.
now i just need to do good in college.
| 1. |
Heal
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225 people |
| 2. |
hold on to my faith
1 entry . 2 cheers |
1 person |
| 3. |
forgive those who have hurt me
2 cheers |
283 people |
| 4. |
invest in something
1 entry . 1 cheer |
7 people |
| 5. |
Stop overanalyzing
1 entry . 1 cheer |
304 people |
| 6. |
forgive my mother
1 entry . 4 cheers |
162 people |
| 7. |
be open to love
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23 people |
| 8. |
learn how to drive
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888 people |
| 9. |
go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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18,540 people |
| 10. |
trust someone completely
3 entries . 2 cheers |
221 people |
| 11. |
be happy with myself
3 cheers |
1,357 people |
| 12. |
love openly (and honestly)
3 cheers |
1 person |
| 13. |
Be a better student, with better grades
1 cheer |
118 people |
| 14. |
post something positive about myself or something nice that I have done each day so that I might see that I am not so bad
10 entries . 4 cheers |
1 person |
| 15. |
Take my dad out for dinner
1 cheer |
2 people |
| 16. |
identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
7 entries . 2 cheers |
7,159 people |
| 17. |
Read one book a month
2 entries . 1 cheer |
704 people |
| 18. |
Spend a year wandering
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4 people |
| 19. |
spend a year in a buddhist monastery
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14 people |
| 20. |
buy a monkey
1 cheer |
28 people |
| 21. |
Give blood
1 entry |
2,947 people |
| 22. |
run a half marathon
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1,917 people |
| 23. |
start a hope chest without losing hope
2 entries . 2 cheers |
2 people |
| 24. |
Go cross-country skiing
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21 people |
| 25. |
see the northern lights
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16,921 people |
| 26. |
have a fling with a hott italian man (in italy).
1 entry . 1 cheer |
1 person |
| 27. |
study abroad in France
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27 people |
| 28. |
see the pyramids
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950 people |
| 29. |
Tell 43 secrets
2 entries . 1 cheer |
3 people |
| 30. |
Get a gmail account
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1,673 people |
| 31. |
accomplish my goals
2 entries |
88 people |
| 32. |
be less possessive
1 entry |
3 people |
| 33. |
Go to bed by nine, so i'm not shit tired in the morning.
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1 person |
I want to have a family.
But I am afraid that I would fail at it.
I have no models, I am a motherless child.
I have no examples, my family is torn apart.
How could I force my dreams upon someone of my own? How could I force them to leave through a failure as I have done?
I could not subject anyone to that.
And this is my secret hope; that I might one day be ready, capable, that I won’t have this voice in my head saying that like mother like daughter- I am unfit for family.
I’m scheduled for tomorrow.
It’ll be nice to finally wipe something off my goal list.
I’m scared though
of needles and passing out.
But I will help humanity,
I will not be selfish. =)