Lola

so I once had the goal of paring my life down to a single truck-load. . .

did that.

I packed up my life into a single compact carload. . .and moved my happy ass across the country.

How did I do it, you might ask. . .I gave everything away. . .

Got in contact with every single person who ever knew me and even invited some people I just happened to run into at the grocery store, and I gave my stuff away!

it was liberating

and here I am, ready to move back across the country again. .. and I’m glad to have so little shit to situate and organize. . .

but i

i’m trying to figure out my life. . .

i moved across the continent to start over. . .and the east coast. .. let’s just say I don’t belong here.

I belong in the desert. . .but am I gonna be able to keep moving forward after I move back?

Ugh!!!

“Where do I go? Follow the river!”

May not be back for a while, but old patterns die hard. . .you catch me?

But I’m feeling the need to post again. . .silly girl that I am.

So I’ll post the poem I’ve written. . .and just share a moment of my life. . .

THEY BROKE THE MOLD

she can walk among the . . .merely. . .trailing tips and train through soot and sand. . .sullying sweetness just for the glory of texture in the cream. . .

and it won’t mean a thing ten days hence. . .

eventually, she’ll return. . .pondering her precious smudges. . .brushing them onto pages to press into the fossils of her future. . .

may not make sense. . .to anyone who’s reading, or still looks for Lola. . .but there it is.

Kisses to all of you

I’d have to get behind this goal! In fact, tonight, I’m going to Pornotopia! It’s one of the handfull of porn film festivals in the world. . .and tonight i am going to see Annie Sprinkles’ “Amazing World of Orgasms”. . .!!! I’m so excited, I can hardly sit down!