Makeup thing isn’t working out right now so I am looking for a new job. I always worry about whether I’ll have the skill set for a particular job. This quote comforted and inspired me…
“The work will teach you how to do it.”
- Estonian proverb
Cleaning, money, debt, rent, bills, banking, shopping, cooking, cleaning, trash, recycling, transportation, all myself.
Each day I wanna do the very thing I’ve been avoiding and that will make the most difference in my life, which is the most important part. In order to do this I need to stop vacationing inside my television set.
The makeup job didn’t work out but maybe in the future possibly. My goal setting efforts have been crap recently. I really need to get serious about my life because nobody is gonna do this for me while I sit back watching tv and eating potato chips!
Mood: a little above average because I see that I am healing and that is cool and then I can get on with life and my new job soon :)
Bed: I got hurt and didn’t post for a few days. There were fluctuations from night to night, some better and some worse. Tonight I go to bed at an unimpressive 2:oo am
Learn to enjoy time with my parents, respect them and not try to parent them, let go of the past and not hold grudges (read all 5 entries…)
I had a drama queen moment with my father. He wasn’t listening to me and was talking over me so I let him have it. Very far from completing this goal…
My mind has been everywhere it shouldn’t. Watched t.v. incessantly yesterday and totally lost track- that’s how bad.
