I have a girl at work who’s making me a costume.
I’m going as Seras Victoria from Hellsing.
But, starting tomorrow morning, if I can keep the house clean every night, I will go ahead and splurge on the tickets, and give myself a break for once.
this will go towards my teeth getting fixed.
or a new/used car.
but if i save $75 + each paycheck, it won’t take me long.
geez.
if it’s warm enough for mine and boyfriend’s four year anniversary, we are going to go to the beach.
anything, something new with my hair, my wardrobe, go somewhere new, do something i’ve never done, talk to someone new.
anything.
every day.
my birthday is this weekend.
i have to work tomorrow and on saturday.
i think friday is my day to get this done.
then i can have a cute dress by the family dinner on sunday!
i have found a couple of tutorials online.
i’m thinking of trying one out.
my hair’s getting long,
i think i’m going to dye it.
i’m thinking maybe put some purple in there.
maybe in the bangs.
but i’m definitely getting it cut soon.
i’m thinking something like this:
http://www.hairfinder.com/markwoolley/pixie-cut.jpg
or this:
http://img406.imageshack.us/img406/4681/yoanna1fa6.jpg
i’ve been growing it out for a while, but I need it to stop looking like a mom haircut.
i have enough time for that stuff when i have kids.
There’s a blood drive at my work on the second of march.
I think i’m going to drive my little barely eligible to give blood butt up there and do it.
and if i can, i’ll drag boyfriend up there too.
.
i’ve been meaning to every time they do the drive up there.
but i usually have to actually work on the days that it’s going on.
today i went to the zoo.
and the entire walk is about five miles one way,
and we walked to the end and back being that there wasn’t a tram to take us back to the beginning. .
ten mile walk at the zoo,
thirty five crunches,
three pull ups,
forty alternating crunches,
fifteen push-ups,
twenty-five leg lift,
twenty squats.
we’ve decided to get my insurance up to date.
and the phone/internet bill.
which means that our heat gets cut off tomorrow.
but that means we only have the electric bill and the phone/internet bill to worry about until next year when we need the heat.
we’ll just have to cuddle up to keep warm for the next month.
boyfriend just got his tax check back..
it’s enough for the entire rent.
and five hundred left over for bills.
wow.
not to mention, roommate is paying two hundred to me from his next paycheck.
i’m so insanely relieved.
i’ve chipped a lot of the paint off of my nails.
but i noticed that all day, i haven’t bit them once.
maybe keeping them looking decent is the key.
i should look into getting them done.
i think keeping a diary of the things i do is a great way to stay focused.
today i did twenty crunches,
thirty of the alternating crunches,
five pull ups,
three and a half miles on the stationary bike,
twenty sideways leg lift things,
and ten push ups.
:D
i have an image in my head of what i want.
i want a needle and thread on my wrist.
i want it to be delicate and pretty.
but i can’t seem to put the image down on paper.
once i get it, i have a couple of tattooing friends i’m going to go pay a visit to.
woot.
i just got done,
six miles on the stationary bike,
twenty sit ups,
five pull ups,
twenty little crunchy things,
five push ups,
and i’m about to go for a walk to the grocery store!
woot.
i’m going to try to increase all those numbers by at least two a day!
she’s been calling all morning.
tomorrow or tuesday after work i’m going to drive up to the mental health clinic where she will be staying and try to talk to someone about a group home or living options.
i’m so overwhelmed.
my mother called me out of the blue at about twelve AM.
she was saying that my aunt (who she’s never met) had hacked into her computer.
she has obviously stopped taking her medication.
my father (who’s been divorced from her for years now) went through great lengths to get a key to her house. (she had been staying at my grandmothers’ house. she just got checked into a nursing home.) now tomorrow they are going to burst in there and take her away to a hospital for the metally unstable.
it’s my responsibility to find her a place to stay when she gets out.
i have two weeks, and she can’t stay here or at my fathers.
he’s forbidden it.
i don’t know where to start.
she get’s disability checks that are about two hundred a month away from getting her an apartment..
i need advice on getting her into a halfway house or something, at least until she can find a job and get herself an apartment.
i’m feeling pretty helpless.
