My son is 7 weeks and I have been breastfeeding/pumping and supplementing with formula (formula only about 4 bottles a week. It is very time consuming, but I know how good it is for him. I hope I can make it. I have wanted to give up a few times, but I just keep telling myself one more week. It gets easier every week, it really does.
Pezshannan's Life List
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1. Learn to play the guitar
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2. overcome my fear of death
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3. Start an independent record label
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4. Lose 45 pounds
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5. be a great mom
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6. live life fearlessly
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7. finish my screenplay
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8. Be an extra in a movie
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9. move to seattle
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10. write a book and have it published
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11. Make a movie
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12. travel more
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13. change someones life
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14. Take acting classes
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15. breastfeed for 1 yr
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I am so glad that there are other people who are afraid too. I too typed in “overcome my fear of death” into google, and it brough me here. I have been on this site, but not in a long time.
I had my second son on January 16th via emergency c-section. It was after that that I have had this nagging fear. It will not go away and I find myself unable to enjoy life right at the moment. Sometimes I can forget I am afraid, but when I am alone in thought, and especially while lying in bed before I go to sleep I am so scared. I had an anxiety attack the other day because I thought I was dying.
My fear really is that I dont have enough time here on earth to do everything I want to do. i am 29 years old and probably 1/3 of the way done with my life at least, and I think that it has gone by in the blink of an eye.
I fear that I wont be with my loved ones after I die, and that there is no afterlife and once we are gone, we are gone. I am afraid of not existing. I want to exist!
I hope this goes away because I dont think that my life will be a very good one if I am afraid all the time.
