PhantomPharie

I went to see RENTRemixed in October, on its opening week, and it was the best show I have ever seen! Having RENT come to England was a renthead’s dream come true!

I come from a part Italian family, but my Italian is pretty poor, and I always feel ashamed of it at family gatherings. My goal is to learn five words a day, and practise them, sticking just to basic vocab until april/may and then start working on verb tables and ‘complex’ sentance construction … hopefully this time next year my Italian will be whole lot less crappy than it is now!

But only if its with someone that you really want to make out with, don’t settle from sucking the face off a person that you don’t really care about just so that you can say you’ve made out, trust me, it’s better to wait and have a great first make out session than jump on the bandwagon and have a crappy one just so you can tick ‘make out’ off your to do list :P

This is one of my New Year’s resolutions, to become a better girlfriend I need to:
1. Stop feeling like I constantly need to be right or the better half of the relationship, I shouldn’t be so critical of my boyfriend and I should be more ‘graceful’ when admiting defeat rather than being confrontational
2. I need to listen more, and talk less
3. I need to just chill out, stop worrying about coming across as too eager or too relaxed, and just be myself
4. I need to stop flirting with other people when I’m with him, in fact, just stop flirting with other people all together, if he did it to me, I would actually hit him, yet I expect him to just smile, which is frankly terrible of me
5. Most of all, I need to remember to ENJOY BEING WITH HIM, just relax, smile and don’t worry about things so much, we’ve been going out for four months now, if he didn’t like me, I’d know about it, so I need to just chill out and stop being so obsessed about making everything perfect all the time.

I keep starting new fanfics and getting really into them, writing lots and updating them frequently, then I just run out of steam and leave them hanging halfway through, and everytime I do I feel strangely guilty for wasting my time writing something I’m not going to finish, and for leaving all my readers hanging. I have two stories that I left halfway through, I’ve started re-writing and reposting one of them, and hopefully I will finish it, then I can move onto the next one!