Almost caved today. Went for a walk, smoked a cigarette… I thought I was going to explode. ... one day at a time. That’s all we can do. And offer our urges and frustrations up to the Lord. There is no way I could have gone this far without Him … and the prayers of my brothers and sisters who struggle with me.
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Did it. Now.. someone convince me to go another 40. I’m so ready to give in. God help me.
Wow. All I have to do is make it through the weekend and I’ve accomplished the first leg of my goal. I just want to thank all of you who have prayed for me. It worked. I, in turn, have been praying for all you men and women who strive for sobriety over this addiction.
It would have been easier to give up meat. This has been most difficult. But I try not to think about it. Thank God for cigarettes. Hey, whatever it takes. Just don’t give in.
God be with you all.