PhenomeneBass

has not slept since Friday



I'm doing 26 things
 

PhenomeneBass's Life List

  1. 1. be more beautiful
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    53 people
  2. 2. improve my bass playing
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    58 people
  3. 3. take beautiful photographs
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    18 people
  4. 4. Be more social
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    5,081 people
  5. 5. go to a house party
    9 people
  6. 6. start again
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    42 people
  7. 7. Have my lip pierced
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    13 people
  8. 8. learn to sing like brody dalle
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    3 people
  9. 9. find him
    102 people
  10. 10. play drums
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    309 people
  11. 11. Grow my hair out/better hair.
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    4 people
  12. 12. write a book
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    26,014 people
  13. 13. be a better singer
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    72 people
  14. 14. make up my mind
    132 people
  15. 15. pass exams
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    45 people
  16. 16. get in shape
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    9,359 people
  17. 17. stop procrastinating
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    26,927 people
  18. 18. make myself over
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    24 people
  19. 19. learn to skate
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    201 people
  20. 20. meet Dylan Moran
    2 people
  21. 21. stay off my meds
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    2 people
  22. 22. Sleep in Jason's Bathtub
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    1 person
  23. 23. realise my potential
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    12 people
  24. 24. eat healthier
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    10,091 people
  25. 25. Visit Tokyo
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    501 people
  26. 26. Get a tattoo
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    20,243 people

How I did it
How to leave a note in a library book
It took me
3 weeks
It made me
Space-out.


How to learn to play guitar
It made me
Smile


Recent entries
learn to sing like brody dalle
Magnetic Penguin 3 months ago

If everything works out as planned, I’ll be singing Dismantle Me with my band… Shit.



start again
Maybe I wasn't born to be a worthwhile human being 6 months ago

I’m selfish, conceited, bitchy, bipolar.. I have no talents or marketable skills, I can’t stay out of trouble even when I try, nobody depends on me; my “friends” are smarter than that. I pick up the pieces for everyone else because they know I will but they never help me out. I complain about my life all the time. I make plans I never put into action. I make people feel awkward and sad.I hate myself. I’m always late. I’m not very pretty or interesting. I headbutt the fool in the mirror. I drag behind in every aspect of life.

All I can do properly is comfort people. Every time someone is upset they just come to my house and I take care of them…. So maybe I’m not MEANT to be happy for myself, maybe I was born to be the safety net other people fall on… Or maybe I can start again and re-invent myself?

I’m not just saying this out of some kind of sick, brattish self-obsession but it doesn’t matter because it’s probably just because I’m off my meds…



be a better singer
I'm making the effort 6 months ago

I still don’t know my range or why I sing high some days and low some days, my lessons are very erratic and I can’t sing in front of people… But I don’t care! I enjoy music more than anything else so I keep on trying!



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