PhishPhan

I think people who commit suicide are cowards… I’ve thought about it plenty of times. but then who hasn’t… I know a friend who blew her brains out last summer of ‘05 and left a note to her family. They were crushed, she left behind 4 boys and 2 grandkids. They would of done anything that night to change her mind but she didn’t talk to anyone. Think about your family and friends even if you feel like you can’t talk to them. I have one friend, and I met him a year ago and I thank the lord every day that I met him. He’s so happy and positive about life that it made me look at life like he does.

If you really wanted to kill yourself you would. You wouldn’t be afriad of pain. Maybe you really don’t want to kill yourself and are only looking for attention. I thought I was alone and I have a twin sister. She moved out with her b/f when I was 17 and I cried every night. Because it seemed like I lost part of myself, my brother went to jail, family was dying.. I was in counceling.. I went to my sister even though we weren’t as close as we use to be and she helped me through everything and we are the best of friends now after not talking for almost 4 years. Suicide it just not worth it. I’m 22 and have nothing going for me yet.. But I’m still young and I want to be something and do something with my life.. I feel depressed every now and then but thats when I play some Phish and jam out, or go hiking, or snowshoing, catch a game, play some pool at a bar.. We can do anything in America!

Life is a beautiful thing. Make the most of it. Who cares if your lover left you. My boyfriend dumped me a month ago and I haven’t heard from him since. I thought I would never make it, but now I realize how down he actually brought me. Just look at yourself and others and say this: Take a good look at it baby, kuz its the best your gunna get!

Reading these entries from other people is enough to make you depressed. My god.. think positive.. surround yourself with happy people… Change something in your life…