PhoenixReaver

I live in Texas and my gf lives in Ill. I love her dearly and believe she does the same. But part of me gets scared when I think she is able to find someone better. I don’t know why I kept going down this route. We’ve went from break up to make up. I had gotten stronger from other things when we split up and somehow we’re back together. I believe this is true love but where my problem lies is in the fact that I listened and looked for validation from everyone’s opinion but my own. It took a while but I thought I had made it and somehow am falling again. I am trying to put God first and believe in myself but find an uphill struggle. But sometimes it’s just nice to hear someone understand sometimes…. Wish me luck.