And hate her all at the same time. lol
I’ve had a bad trip. That shit is NOT fun. Two tabs of acid is no bueno. Especially in a place you don’t really trust.
I plan on doing it again. Acid is a good friend of mine, and up until recently, I didn’t realize that I needed to treat it with more respect. I was always afraid I’d be betrayed by her, but I realize now that if you expect betrayal, that’s what you’ll get.
My friend and I are going to go to a park and fry. It’s going to be fun. This time Lucy and I are going to be best friends. :)
PhoenixTail's Life List
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1. Be less shy
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2. Learn to cook
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3. find myself
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4. learn french
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5. Learn to play the piano
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6. Send a postcard to Postsecret
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7. read more
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8. MEET ADAM SANDLER
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9. fall in love
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10. be more feminine
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11. respect myself
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12. lose weight
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13. keep my house clean
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How I did it: My friends are ravers, and they search for them on the internet. One of the websites we went to was Caliraves.com. We found the rave, and went there with all our kandies and money. Read how I did it…
It was incredible!!!!
I felt completely at one with my body. Everything, I felt EVERYTHING! We went to see Alice In Wonderland (cliche, I know) and it was just fantastic. Definately something I plan on doing again. Not something you should do surrounded by a bunch of people. I kept laughing at everything, and time was SO slow. Everything was bright, and it’s just a beautiful experience.
Cause there are days that go by where even I don’t know the answer to this question. I just find myself wondering why I am where I am. Do I really even want to be there? I need to build confidence in myself. I’ve realized the issue isn’t not knowing who I am at ALL. It’s that I don’t like what I am. I really want to improve myself. I feel like I can be a better person.

