He doesnt like me back
I will never be able to do this it hurts so much they hurt me pysecly and mentaly i guess this proves that when people get bullied they never heal i still wake up in the middle of the night crying but maybe it will get better i still get bullied by them and it hurts so much i told the teachers but it didnt help it only got worse how will i ever be able to forgive them for what they are doing to me i guess i will just have to give my best effort and be a tough girl i have been bullied since kindergarden it never gets better it only gets worse for me i am always so scared that one day they will come and beat me up again the last time they beat me up it was snowing and i was walking by the sledding hill and one of the kids that bullys me yelled hit her with the sled so then the other kid hit me with the sled and i got a bruise and a large cut on my leg that needed three stitches maybe i can forgive them for hurting me everyday maybe
He said he loved me then he said he didnt love me i am so confused and i love him so much but it would just be better if i forgot about him for good
It keeps getting worse and worse now i am getting bullied at school and my best friend is moving away i am trying and trying to beat my dellression but its so hard i cry myself to sleep every night
Im scared to fall in love i dont want to be hurt so now i avoid boys compleatly i have fallen into a deppression which i hope to get out of JUSTEN WHY DID YOU BREAK MY HEART YOU WERE THE ONE I THOUGHT LEAST LIKLEY TO HURT ME I GUESS I WAS WRONG
Their is this kid named nick in my school i am head over heels in love with i stare at him on the way to class i am so in love i even told my parents about him i wish i could tell him but i bet he wont feel the same NICK I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH I WOULD DIE FOR YOU IN A HEARTBEAT
My parents worry about me i sneak and get online at school when i get off the bus wham im online I even bring my computer to the dinner table
I feel like i cant trust her anymore she never talks to me anymore she even took the guy she knew i had a crush on i dont know what to do any advice guys?
I worry 247 i am always worrying about what people think of me and i want to stop worrying and relax
For some reason at school i act like im stupid when im really not i cant STOP i really want to but it feels like part of my nature now ugh…. I hope i can stop i dont want to be made fun of and be called the weird girl anymore.
I want to stop crying and cutting my self at night i want to be able to go on with life and forget the death of my friend but i cant i want to try to be able to forget my heartbreak from two years ago i want to forget how my friend betrayed me i want to forget the past and look forward to the furture i want to forget how a baby died in my moms stomech most of all i want to forget how my friend left me in my time of need
Its so hard not to care about what people think of me if i didnt i would just be the creepy werewolf girl