Plantopia

1. My son’s laugh
2. Laughing so much I cry.
3. Cookies
4. Figuring out how to have two rabbits that don’t fight and are friends.
5. Looking at very old pics of my family that I never met but know lots of stories about.
6. A good haircut.
7. Watching little children draw a picture and later hearing the story about it.
8. Bike riding.
9. Taking care of my plants.
10. Hungarian Mushroom Soup from the Moosewood cookbook.
11. Memories of peaches that I ate back in my home town of Fresno, CA. Man they were good and you can’t get good fruit like that here in NH.

12. Crocheting (I’m just learning and it is fun!)

I am single and I feel I need to be right now but I also feel the social pressures that say I should have a boyfriend. Ok. Yeah someday that would be great but I have so much going on that I don’t feel I could give a lot right now. It’s just not the right time.
So at this moment I sort of beat myself up for being single even though it is my choice. Sounds even weird to me. I’m 35 and basicly I don’t want to be single forever. But I have to accept it for now.