I’m just too sentimental, and I tend to hang on too much to the hope that a former love or two will come back to me. Perhaps I’m just overly comfortable with what I know, and I’m afraid to march into the unknown of the future. But I know it’s that “unknown” that holds life’s greatest treasures and the past can not be recovered. It’s just hard to let go, the love was so strong. And it hurts so much …
PoleCat's Life List
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1. Paint a Masterpiece
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2. Watch less Television
1 entry . 28 cheers303 people -
3. Stop procrastinating
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4. Help People
1 entry . 15 cheers1,168 people -
5. travel more
1 entry . 19 cheers2,481 people -
6. make more friends
1 entry . 13 cheers4,244 people -
7. Be a great dad
1 entry . 30 cheers184 people -
8. go to church more
8 cheers302 people -
9. See the Great Pyramids
1 entry . 15 cheers37 people -
10. Save a life
1 entry . 9 cheers1,140 people -
11. Gain weight
1 entry . 5 cheers2,713 people -
12. Never tell a lie
1 entry . 9 cheers8 people -
13. Get a tattoo
12 cheers16,891 people -
14. Find my soulmate
1 entry . 16 cheers2,724 people -
15. Read More Books
9 cheers9,259 people -
16. Go to Rome
7 cheers245 people -
17. Stop worrying about things I can't control...
15 cheers13 people -
18. Focus more on fun, less on work...
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19. See The Decemberists in concert
1 entry . 3 cheers6 people -
20. Find out how many holes it takes to fill the Albert Hall
1 entry . 5 cheers1 person -
21. Keep adding things to my list so forgotmyhead won't run out of things to cheer.
1 entry . 1 cheer1 person -
22. See the Arcade Fire down in the Village
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23. Get a plasma TV
4 cheers8 people -
24. Swim in a bioluminescent bay
1 entry . 7 cheers238 people -
25. Go to San Francisco again
2 cheers7 people -
26. Become more of a leader
3 cheers1 person -
27. Take better care of my skin
5 cheers409 people -
28. Be there for Ilona
1 entry . 3 cheers1 person -
29. Let go of loves lost
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30. Stay happy, despite hurtful people
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31. Make the perfect martini
1 cheer26 people -
32. Start a new painting
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33. Finish my erotic short story
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34. Build more muscle
2 cheers36 people
Recent entries
Damn, it's not easy...
1 year ago
She deserves someone to look after her
1 year ago
Ilona is undergoing chemotherapy for breast cancer, and during this hard time I want to be there for her, to give her any support she needs, to make her laugh. She gives so much of her time to help others, like dying children in Poland, and she could use a little attention herself. So, I will be there for her…
This sounds like a blast!
1 year ago
Well, anything to do with swimming really floats my boat, so when I came across this idea, I thought, WTF? Not quite sure what the hell this is, but it looks good on paper… ;)
