I’m just too sentimental, and I tend to hang on too much to the hope that a former love or two will come back to me. Perhaps I’m just overly comfortable with what I know, and I’m afraid to march into the unknown of the future. But I know it’s that “unknown” that holds life’s greatest treasures and the past can not be recovered. It’s just hard to let go, the love was so strong. And it hurts so much …
PoleCat's Life List
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1. Keep adding things to my list so forgotmyhead won't run out of things to cheer.
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2. Help People
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3. travel more
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4. Finish my erotic short story
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5. Swim in a bioluminescent bay
1 entry . 6 cheers277 people -
6. Watch less Television
1 entry . 29 cheers348 people -
7. Be a great dad
1 entry . 32 cheers203 people -
8. go to church more
11 cheers338 people -
9. Start a new painting
2 cheers6 people -
10. Focus more on fun, less on work...
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11. make more friends
1 entry . 13 cheers5,076 people -
12. Stop worrying about things I can't control...
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13. Stay happy, despite hurtful people
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14. Paint a Masterpiece
1 entry . 26 cheers195 people -
15. Get a tattoo
12 cheers20,227 people -
16. Save a life
1 entry . 11 cheers1,440 people -
17. See The Decemberists in concert
1 entry . 1 cheer8 people -
18. Stop procrastinating
1 entry . 4 cheers26,913 people -
19. Go to San Francisco again
2 cheers6 people -
20. Go to Rome
7 cheers307 people -
21. Make the perfect martini
1 cheer26 people -
22. Take better care of my skin
5 cheers505 people -
23. Get a plasma TV
4 cheers8 people -
24. Build more muscle
2 cheers44 people -
25. Gain weight
1 entry . 5 cheers3,063 people -
26. Find out how many holes it takes to fill the Albert Hall
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27. Read More Books
9 cheers10,970 people -
28. Become more of a leader
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29. Let go of loves lost
1 entry . 6 cheers1 person -
30. Never tell a lie
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31. Be there for Ilona
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32. See the Arcade Fire down in the Village
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33. Find my soulmate
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34. See the Great Pyramids
1 entry . 11 cheers46 people
Recent entries
Damn, it's not easy...
2 years ago
She deserves someone to look after her
2 years ago
Ilona is undergoing chemotherapy for breast cancer, and during this hard time I want to be there for her, to give her any support she needs, to make her laugh. She gives so much of her time to help others, like dying children in Poland, and she could use a little attention herself. So, I will be there for her…
This sounds like a blast!
2 years ago
Well, anything to do with swimming really floats my boat, so when I came across this idea, I thought, WTF? Not quite sure what the hell this is, but it looks good on paper… ;)
