I’m just too sentimental, and I tend to hang on too much to the hope that a former love or two will come back to me. Perhaps I’m just overly comfortable with what I know, and I’m afraid to march into the unknown of the future. But I know it’s that “unknown” that holds life’s greatest treasures and the past can not be recovered. It’s just hard to let go, the love was so strong. And it hurts so much …
PoleCat's Life List
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1. Paint a Masterpiece
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2. See The Decemberists in concert
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3. Find out how many holes it takes to fill the Albert Hall
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4. Keep adding things to my list so forgotmyhead won't run out of things to cheer.
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5. See the Arcade Fire down in the Village
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6. Get a plasma TV
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7. Swim in a bioluminescent bay
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8. Go to San Francisco again
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9. Become more of a leader
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10. Take better care of my skin
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11. Be there for Ilona
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12. Let go of loves lost
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13. Stay happy, despite hurtful people
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14. Make the perfect martini
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15. Start a new painting
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16. Finish my erotic short story
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17. Focus more on fun, less on work...
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18. Stop worrying about things I can't control...
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19. Watch less Television
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20. Stop procrastinating
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21. Help People
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22. travel more
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23. make more friends
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24. Be a great dad
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25. go to church more
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26. See the Great Pyramids
1 entry . 11 cheers51 people -
27. Save a life
1 entry . 10 cheers1,718 people -
28. Gain weight
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29. Never tell a lie
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30. Get a tattoo
12 cheers22,049 people -
31. Find my soulmate
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32. Read More Books
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33. Go to Rome
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34. Build more muscle
2 cheers47 people
Recent entries
Ilona is undergoing chemotherapy for breast cancer, and during this hard time I want to be there for her, to give her any support she needs, to make her laugh. She gives so much of her time to help others, like dying children in Poland, and she could use a little attention herself. So, I will be there for her…
Well, anything to do with swimming really floats my boat, so when I came across this idea, I thought, WTF? Not quite sure what the hell this is, but it looks good on paper… ;)
