We start to search one time in our life, something is in us, we dont know what it is. We feel that we are different, the humans around us feel it too, so we have hard times in school or university, untill we learn to adapt to their behavior. But still there is this feeling in us, that we are different. Then faith leads us to our love, we discover our love to wolves. Early in our lifes we recognize how much we love them, how much we want to be near them.
Then we discover that something is between them and us, a relation that we can not describe. We begin to dig deeper, some of us find the spiritual earlier others begin to search in the web about wolves, wolfs man and then they meet others. They recognize that there are others, they recognize that all they felt before isnt insanity or sickness. Then a new world opens to us. This journey is full of dangers and false ways, there are those that come to claim that they are the only one, those that use your deep feelings to their satisfaction. And if you are really lucky you meet those that i call brothers, those that are willing to help you. Not by telling you who you are, not by telling you what you feel, not by telling you what they can do.
They lead you to yourself, they are tutors in this journey, because they allready are on this path. They know of the dangers and the hardship, they help you to find yourself. But because they are what they are, they know that they can not tell you what you feel, that they will not snap with the finger and give you change, they know that this journey is a trial of yourself, that you need to face your fears and doubts, that often there are different truths for you, that there is sometimes no logic for you, because you need to get through this to come to the point at which you know. And when you know you dont need any more proofs. And at this point your eyes will open and you will see what you searched so long and what you needed to leave behind to reach it. This spiritual journey to yourself is a long way and for many of us it holds hardship and failure.
But they are there, those that will guide you through this. They can not take the burden for you, but they can show you the path. You need to walk the way by yourself, because its your path not theirs.
I love you all my sisters and brothers, stay strong.
