I'm doing 26 things
I miss her so much
4 months ago
It really feels like I’m never going to make it. I’m without her forever. I don’t think I can do it.
PunkyEmoFreak's Life List
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1. Make it without my mum
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2. Be Understood
1 entry . 1 cheer143 people -
3. Know If Anyone Cares
1 entry . 2 cheers1 person -
4. write a book
1 entry . 1 cheer26,018 people -
5. kiss sonny moore!
207 people -
6. Stop cutting
11 entries . 8 cheers606 people -
7. kill somebody
1 cheer57 people -
8. Beat my depression
8 cheers1,685 people -
9. be anywhere but here
1 cheer16 people -
10. trust someone completely
4 cheers221 people -
11. write and publish a book
1 cheer772 people -
12. get drunk
593 people -
13. Sleep more
1,619 people -
14. Spend less time fooling around on the net and more time actually working
5,506 people -
15. Fall in love
1 entry24,445 people -
16. hide my cutting better
43 people -
17. get bitten by a vampire
72 people -
18. Meet My Chemical Romance
1 cheer856 people -
19. Meet Sonny Moore
348 people -
20. Marry Sonny Moore
463 people -
21. stop letting people hurt me
1 cheer58 people -
22. love
2,780 people -
23. become rich
924 people -
24. stop drinking
1 entry1,197 people -
25. be happy
21,825 people -
26. write a novel
9,671 people
How I did it
It made me
Very, Very, Happy 
How I did it: Went to Rockstar. I looove them. I just got up one day with my bestie, and we went and did it. I have a broken heart on my chest, my mums name on my wrist, the tokio hotel symbol ont he back of m neck, a music note behind my ear, and a moon and star on my foot. Read how I did it…
It made me
Happpppy
How I did it: Actually, my best friend and I were outside in the rain, her boyfriend wouldn't come out of his car. So she pushed me up against the hood of his car and we mad out in the rain. It was hot. Read how I did it…
Recent entries
You would think
19 months ago
That you would be over it. You slip once over the summer and other then that you hadn’t done it in about a year.
But now you’ve fallen itno this strange depression that you can’t pull yourself out of and you slip. Not just once this time. You’re arm first, a few little slips. Okay, a more then just a few.
Then your leg once again. Back to the place where no one looks and you can hide it with ease. A little deeper each slip.
It’s so hard to stop again. I want to keep doing ti and at the same time I want it to go away.
