I'm doing 26 things
I miss her so much
4 months ago
It really feels like I’m never going to make it. I’m without her forever. I don’t think I can do it.
PunkyEmoFreak's Life List
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1. Make it without my mum
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2. Be Understood
1 entry . 1 cheer141 people -
3. Know If Anyone Cares
1 entry . 2 cheers1 person -
4. write a book
1 entry . 1 cheer26,120 people -
5. kiss sonny moore!
205 people -
6. Stop cutting
11 entries . 7 cheers596 people -
7. kill somebody
1 cheer57 people -
8. Beat my depression
7 cheers1,683 people -
9. be anywhere but here
1 cheer16 people -
10. trust someone completely
4 cheers222 people -
11. write and publish a book
1 cheer779 people -
12. get drunk
588 people -
13. Sleep more
1,622 people -
14. Spend less time fooling around on the net and more time actually working
5,504 people -
15. Fall in love
1 entry24,445 people -
16. hide my cutting better
43 people -
17. get bitten by a vampire
74 people -
18. Meet My Chemical Romance
1 cheer853 people -
19. Meet Sonny Moore
344 people -
20. Marry Sonny Moore
462 people -
21. stop letting people hurt me
1 cheer59 people -
22. love
2,781 people -
23. become rich
922 people -
24. stop drinking
1 entry1,206 people -
25. be happy
21,867 people -
26. write a novel
9,674 people
How I did it
It made me
Very, Very, Happy 
How I did it: Went to Rockstar. I looove them. I just got up one day with my bestie, and we went and did it. I have a broken heart on my chest, my mums name on my wrist, the tokio hotel symbol ont he back of m neck, a music note behind my ear, and a moon and star on my foot. Read how I did it…
It made me
Happpppy
How I did it: Actually, my best friend and I were outside in the rain, her boyfriend wouldn't come out of his car. So she pushed me up against the hood of his car and we mad out in the rain. It was hot. Read how I did it…
Recent entries
You would think
20 months ago
That you would be over it. You slip once over the summer and other then that you hadn’t done it in about a year.
But now you’ve fallen itno this strange depression that you can’t pull yourself out of and you slip. Not just once this time. You’re arm first, a few little slips. Okay, a more then just a few.
Then your leg once again. Back to the place where no one looks and you can hide it with ease. A little deeper each slip.
It’s so hard to stop again. I want to keep doing ti and at the same time I want it to go away.
