I'm doing 26 things
This is the least likely of my goals to actually come true cause while i’m not tone deaf i sound terrible. Could be a problem, perhaps.
Maybe with lessons i can sound better?
PurpleDragon's Life List
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1. get a job
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2. spend more time with my dog
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3. learn to play the guitar
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4. surprise my partner
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5. write more often
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6. write a book
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7. Get Paid for Being Published
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8. Stop caring what other people think of me
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9. stop thinking too much
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10. treat people better
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11. get over my depression
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12. Have a party for my birthday
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13. stop procrastinating
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14. finish what i start
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15. finish things on time
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16. get in shape
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17. sew an entire dress on my own
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18. learn to drive a manual car
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19. Drink Absinthe in Prague
14 people -
20. travel more
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21. marry my boyfriend
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22. be a singer
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23. stop being lazy
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24. have a house with hidden rooms and trap doors, and some kind of secret tunnel
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25. design my own clothes
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26. Learn to say no
1,267 people
Recent entries
When I was a teenager I fought through the hell that was my own inner self and came out the other end scarred but able to cope with the outside world for the first time in my life.
I had what can only be put as a ‘difficult’ childhood, I barely spoke until I was eighteen. I got through it by suppressing everyhing. I remember but small snatches of my childhood. I thought I had gotten rid of the depression which crippled me.
One problem has reared its ugly head in the last year. I met someone who can only be put as the man of my dreams. I’m truly happy and feel safe.
One problem with feeling safe is all that I’ve supressed is coming back and once again my emotions are all over the place and depression has once again latched onto me and refuses to let go. My first step in combatting this is to talk about it. I want to beat it this time and not just suppress it.
One day I will feel whole again.
