That’s how I feel about myself. I can’t stand to look at my self in the mirror. I try not to look when I get dressed. I hate my body. I hate the way I look. The only thing pleasant about my apearance is my face. And that even gets ruined with these near-constant breakouts. I’m 24 years old and I still haven’t grown out of pimples. Not to mention I’m a total clutz. I can’t seem to make it through a single day without breaking something or bruising myself, tripping over something, knocking something over. Maybe it’s because I’m so big. I tell ya I feel like a GD barrel sometimes.
Purrr's Life List
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1. lose weight
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2. practice wicca
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3. find out who's subscribing to me :)
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4. make more friends
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5. learn to love myself
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6. build on my collection of elves and fairies
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7. move into our own place
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8. become an auto mechanic
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9. show my kids the world
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10. get a drum set
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11. Research my family tree
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12. improve my appearance
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13. get a divorce
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14. write more often
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15. be a better mother
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16. learn to speak german
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17. share what I know, learn what I don't
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18. get my GED
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19. attend Lincoln Tech
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20. travel the world
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21. photograph every place I travel
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22. meditate every day
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23. stop procrastinating
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24. be debt-free
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I left my husband in october of 2002. He made sure I lost track of him in short order. Not knowing where he was, I was unable to serve him divorce papers. Therefore, no divorce eans, no new marriage, and I’m breaking the law by being in a relationship with a man who is not my husband. Kinda sucks. Even worse, in a court of law, my children are merly evidence to the fact that I did break that law. Out of curiosity, why is a law based on a religious belief still on the books even after the “Seperation of Church and State”?
