Putrefactionghoul

Yesterday i gave into temptation and had chinese and a doughnut! I’m so pissed off at myself… but I guess you need to have something tasty every so often. otherwise lifes boring! But yeah.. other than that day I haven’t gone over 800 calories (I raised my daily allowance by 400 calories) – I’ve only been eating one meal, exercising and snacking on fruit. so I’m hopeful. I’m not weighing myself – because it’s not weight I care about, it’s how I look in my clothes and how I feel… So far, my clothes is feeling a little more loose, and when I look in the mirror I can notice a small difference… SO I AM HOPEFUL. I WILL GET A NICE FIGURE BY OCTOBER. WITH CURVES AND NO WOBBLY BITS. Oh… and I am also waist training. (see photo for how I want to look figure wise)

I’ve been with my boyfriend for 1 year and 8 months. and I want to make it to two years with no problems. We argue alot lately but I love him so much and do not want to lose him. I am hoping we’ll stop all this argueing and have a nice, smooth relationship from now on.

I am 17 and my mam has booked me a tattoo in two months. It would be my first, and I know what I want – I’m just quite scared about the pain! how bad IS it? (I am planning to get a spiderweb on each shoulder.) I’ve already gotten piercings (septum, middle lip, monroe, nose, ears) so I can handle pain like that.

I just want to know: on a scale of 10 how bad is the pain?