Quiet_Lion

Finally, I finally put in my notice. I’ll be done in 2 weeks, and by mid-June I’m moving! I still have those around me saying I’m crazy to quit in recession, but still many others supporting me to follow my dreams. Anything done with purity of heart and good intention will attract positive. I think I am ready to start trusting the Flow of things again, and be rid of the shift-shaping trickster call fear.

I don’t think I can leave quite yet. Regardless of my desires, it seems that here is where I am needed right now. i don’t think it can go on forever, but there are several things out of my control, that require me to stay. I just need to hold out and find ways to feed my energy, as much as possible, until spring. I have started to take vitamins for my stress and insominia, and I am scheduled for dance lessons once a week..

Everyone is talking about job loss, and I want to quit my job. Its not a horrible place, like fast food or something. Its social work, but I really dislike the city I live, and I want to move away to my favorite city and be a filmmaker. Is this irrational, unrealistic, or ungreatful behavior?

Many people are moving to where I live to find work, while I want to move away to a city where employment rates are down, and I need to be bilingual, where I am not. But I feel that time is precious, and that its been years that I have been putting off my dreams for ‘rationality’, and I think it just makes me unstable instead. Heart over mind?