Camille




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Camille's Life List

  1. 1. heal from endometriosis
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    6 people
  2. 2. be happy
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    21,898 people
  3. 3. be a better person
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    3,574 people
  4. 4. experience ego death
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    27 people
  5. 5. stop procrastinating
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    26,995 people
  6. 6. beat social anxiety
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    417 people
  7. 7. Be granted the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and to have the wisdom to know the difference...
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    477 people
  8. 8. scuba dive
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    2,191 people
  9. 9. Learn to play the guitar
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    12,665 people
  10. 10. have nice abs
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    587 people
  11. 11. go to college
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  12. 12. sing better
    407 people
  13. 13. be more interesting
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  14. 14. exercise regularly
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  15. 15. Allow myself to only be treated well by the people I choose to have friendships and relationships with. If they do not, I need to find the courage to move on without them.
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    269 people
  16. 16. create a list of 100 must-read books and read them.
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  17. 17. move to kauai
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    9 people
  18. 18. figure out what I want to do with the rest of my life
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    122 people
  19. 19. Learn astronomy
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    138 people
  20. 20. learn to sail
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    1,978 people
  21. 21. go to burning man
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    1,435 people
  22. 22. travel the world
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  23. 23. Learn to surf
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  24. 24. Fly a plane
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    962 people
  25. 25. do drive by shootings with my water gun
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    6 people
  26. 26. swing dance
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    160 people
  27. 27. learn kung fu
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  28. 28. Show America that Bush is a war criminal - not a Christian Administration.
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  29. 29. go vegan
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    836 people
  30. 30. Travel in space
    496 people
  31. 31. Go skydiving
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  32. 32. travel around the world
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  33. 33. write a book
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  34. 34. See The Cure live
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    27 people
  35. 35. list 43 songs that never fail to brighten my day
    35 people
  36. 36. have conversations late into the night with fascinating people
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  37. 37. change my hair color
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    151 people
  38. 38. make a discovery
    28 people
  39. 39. speak 5 languages
    141 people
  40. 40. learn to break dance and pop lock
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    206 people
  41. 41. open a bar
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  42. 42. Fix my neck
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Recent entries
beat social anxiety (read all 5 entries…)
halloween party 12 months ago

So i went to a kegger this weekend dressed as a vampire in the most beautiful gown ever that i wore to homecoming and that just happened to fit with the costume perfectly. Im not social Ive just decided to except it dont get me wrong i like people sorta but im just not the overenthusiastic happy-go-lucky type. Its just not me. One after another people would come along and ask me if im having fun as if i needed a smile plastered on my face to make that clear. I tried to get drunk but failed miserably. I useto be social in high school back when i was 15 when i would drink but im 23 now and my brains more tolerant i guess. I watched my old friend from high school go around from person to person group to group chatting and laughing having fun making conversation with everyone and i thought it must just be a natural thing some people got it others like me with S.A.D. dont. And i really envied her how great and freeing it must feel to be open with everyone. I can only talk easily with people i know, friends and family and such. And thats just how i am. It felt so obvious that i was the black sheep at the party I think if i was a guy noone would care being reserved would seem more normal but because im a girl and a seemingly attractive girl it seems obvious that somethings different about me or wrong with me and everyone takes notice suddenly i feel like Lisa, bright and dark. (thats a book by the way.)



beat social anxiety (read all 5 entries…)
The great days keep on coming 14 months ago

I met scott just a week ago but im already keen on this guy. We’ve talked like crazy throughout everyday since and hung out almost everyday. Its so weird the way we connected i had no idea there was someone who lived just a few streets down who I would click with. Hes nothing like the average guys ive known which is awesome. Last night we went to the park and saved a cat from being dinner to two coyotes it was awesome. Im so glad i didnt have to watch nat.geo in person and especially not with a cat. Yesterday he had a day off so we spent the whole day together it was a 14 hour long date. We have yet to find the flaws in eachother. Its great to have a best friend again and maybe something more one of these days. I hope we never get sick of eachother or atleast its not soon.



beat social anxiety (read all 5 entries…)
Its about time 15 months ago

I posted a strictly platonic ad on CraigsList i had no idea how many responses I would get but i got tons I think a good portion are still guys who want to date me but ohwell I did meet one girl whos really cool and just like me. Its so much easier to talk to people online than in person. So far Ive met one guy in person and we really really hit it off last night we were on the phone for 4 hours straight. And we hung out for 6 hours two nights in a row just talking. Its the most awesome relationship ive had and we have incredible chemistry. Even though i posted a platonic ad im pretty sure ill be dating this guy in no time. Yay for me



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