RJW_1991

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  1. 1. become more self confident.
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    34 people
  2. 2. pass my sophmore year
    1 entry
    1 person
  3. 3. talk to someone.
    1 entry
    29 people
  4. 4. get better grades
    5 entries
    1,037 people
  5. 5. start believing myself
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    1 person
  6. 6. not feel depressed anymore
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    2 people
  7. 7. Worry less.
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    4,548 people
  8. 8. Kiss in the rain
    14,594 people
  9. 9. cope with being bipolar
    5 people
  10. 10. Get better at Sign Language (ASL)
    2 people
  11. 11. To live instead of exist
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    10,870 people
  12. 12. stop thinking about suicide
    3 entries . 2 cheers
    75 people
  13. 13. become a photographer
    1,142 people
  14. 14. have a better viewpoint of life
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    1 person
  15. 15. get over it
    2 entries . 1 cheer
    366 people
  16. 16. know that there is nothing wrong with me
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    1 person
  17. 17. Stop wearing my heart on my sleeve.
    14 people
  18. 18. be ok with being alone
    2 entries
    67 people
  19. 19. Take more pictures
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    14,290 people
  20. 20. stop lying to myself
    68 people
  21. 21. Stop caring what other people think of me
    3,968 people
  22. 22. love life more.
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    22 people
  23. 23. be happy with what I have
    251 people
  24. 24. show people I'm not selfish
    1 person
  25. 25. show everyone who I really am
    2 people
  26. 26. stop caring what other people say
    1 person
  27. 27. become my own person
    1 entry
    25 people
  28. 28. go to college
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    3,962 people
  29. 29. not be afraid to cry
    1 entry
    4 people
  30. 30. become happier
    1 entry
    13 people
  31. 31. open up to people
    1 entry
    23 people
  32. 32. not feel guilty
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    31 people
  33. 33. Live near the ocean
    259 people
  34. 34. accept compliments better
    3 people
  35. 35. meditate
    2,739 people
  36. 36. trust people more
    135 people
  37. 37. Not be a hypochondriac!
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    12 people
  38. 38. stop procrastinating
    26,912 people
  39. 39. be a good daughter
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    115 people
Recent entries
find a true friend (read all 2 entries…)
I did it. :) 22 months ago

I found an amazing friend. I have infact…two. My amazing boyfriend, Austin…and Brett. Brett is crazy and totally not afraid to be his self. He is teaching me the same thing. :)



Get over it (read all 2 entries…)
I need to move on from this. 2 years ago

I wish I would have another chance,
I waited you’re time before,
And now I wish I could open,
This now closed door.

The three words I expressed,
They are cutting me deeper and deeper,
I’m falling down this landslide,
And it’s getting steeper and steeper.

My first waking thought,
Maybe I’ll get to hold you again,
I carry that thought throughout the day,
And feel accomplished that I held myself together.

I can still feel your voice,
And touch your hand,
But then wake up…
Will this ever end?

All I want, Darling…and all I need,
Is not to imagine your saying to me,
“I promise I’ll never leave you…I’ll never break you…”
But you would be breaking your promise, wouldn’t you?

You’re gone right now,
But my emotions for you are still here,
Pretty soon everything,
Will be gone forever, I fear.

Details are what make us unique,
You and me had so much detail,
You left me cold and lifeless,
My soul feels so frail.

People in this world,
Each goes their own unique way,
They start many pathways,
Until they find the path that is ‘the way’.

I can’t breath,
And the world is spinning,
All this pain I feel,
Why are you grinning?

It seemed as though,
You took the pain away,
But now that you’re gone…hand in hand with someone else,
What am I ever to say?

I will continue down,
This path we were supposed to walk down together,
Maybe someday I’ll meet you halfway…
And we can continue down that pathway.



get better grades (read all 5 entries…)
I'm doing better. 2 years ago

I got 100% on my prject in Literature. I am pretty sure I passed my test in Algebra. I know I’m going to pass my test in health today. I organized my notebook in ASL 1. Now I just need to keep it going. =]



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