RJW_1991

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  1. 1. Stop wearing my heart on my sleeve.
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    16 people
  2. 2. get over it
    2 entries . 3 cheers
    355 people
  3. 3. meditate
    3,268 people
  4. 4. trust people more
    144 people
  5. 5. Not be a hypochondriac!
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    9 people
  6. 6. To live instead of exist
    11,581 people
  7. 7. stop procrastinating
    30,370 people
  8. 8. not feel depressed anymore
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    2 people
  9. 9. stop thinking about suicide
    3 entries . 7 cheers
    79 people
  10. 10. Stop caring what other people think of me
    4,649 people
  11. 11. stop lying to myself
    70 people
  12. 12. be a good daughter
    2 entries . 1 cheer
    260 people
  13. 13. be ok with being alone
    2 entries
    74 people
  14. 14. Take more pictures
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    15,388 people
  15. 15. Worry less.
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    4,749 people
  16. 16. talk to someone.
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    31 people
  17. 17. Kiss in the rain
    15,128 people
  18. 18. cope with being bipolar
    5 people
  19. 19. know that there is nothing wrong with me
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    1 person
  20. 20. accept compliments better
    3 people
  21. 21. get better grades
    5 entries . 1 cheer
    1,492 people
  22. 22. become a photographer
    1,264 people
  23. 23. become more self confident.
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    44 people
  24. 24. love life more.
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    27 people
  25. 25. be happy with what I have
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    268 people
  26. 26. show people I'm not selfish
    1 person
  27. 27. show everyone who I really am
    3 people
  28. 28. start believing myself
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    1 person
  29. 29. stop caring what other people say
    1 cheer
    1 person
  30. 30. become my own person
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    29 people
  31. 31. pass my sophmore year
    1 entry
    1 person
  32. 32. go to college
    1 entry
    4,468 people
  33. 33. not be afraid to cry
    1 entry
    4 people
  34. 34. have a better viewpoint of life
    1 entry
    1 person
  35. 35. become happier
    1 entry
    23 people
  36. 36. open up to people
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    28 people
  37. 37. not feel guilty
    1 entry
    33 people
  38. 38. Live near the ocean
    254 people
  39. 39. Get better at Sign Language (ASL)
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    2 people
Recent entries
find a true friend (read all 2 entries…)
I did it. :)

I found an amazing friend. I have infact…two. My amazing boyfriend, Austin…and Brett. Brett is crazy and totally not afraid to be his self. He is teaching me the same thing. :)



Get over it (read all 2 entries…)
I need to move on from this.

I wish I would have another chance,
I waited you’re time before,
And now I wish I could open,
This now closed door.

The three words I expressed,
They are cutting me deeper and deeper,
I’m falling down this landslide,
And it’s getting steeper and steeper.

My first waking thought,
Maybe I’ll get to hold you again,
I carry that thought throughout the day,
And feel accomplished that I held myself together.

I can still feel your voice,
And touch your hand,
But then wake up…
Will this ever end?

All I want, Darling…and all I need,
Is not to imagine your saying to me,
“I promise I’ll never leave you…I’ll never break you…”
But you would be breaking your promise, wouldn’t you?

You’re gone right now,
But my emotions for you are still here,
Pretty soon everything,
Will be gone forever, I fear.

Details are what make us unique,
You and me had so much detail,
You left me cold and lifeless,
My soul feels so frail.

People in this world,
Each goes their own unique way,
They start many pathways,
Until they find the path that is ‘the way’.

I can’t breath,
And the world is spinning,
All this pain I feel,
Why are you grinning?

It seemed as though,
You took the pain away,
But now that you’re gone…hand in hand with someone else,
What am I ever to say?

I will continue down,
This path we were supposed to walk down together,
Maybe someday I’ll meet you halfway…
And we can continue down that pathway.



get better grades (read all 5 entries…)
I'm doing better.

I got 100% on my prject in Literature. I am pretty sure I passed my test in Algebra. I know I’m going to pass my test in health today. I organized my notebook in ASL 1. Now I just need to keep it going. =]



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