I'm doing 39 things
I did it. :)
18 months ago
I found an amazing friend. I have infact…two. My amazing boyfriend, Austin…and Brett. Brett is crazy and totally not afraid to be his self. He is teaching me the same thing. :)
RJW_1991's Life List
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1. become more self confident.
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2. love life more.
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3. be happy with what I have
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4. show people I'm not selfish
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5. show everyone who I really am
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6. stop caring what other people say
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7. become my own person
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8. go to college
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9. not be afraid to cry
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10. become happier
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11. open up to people
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12. not feel guilty
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13. Live near the ocean
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14. accept compliments better
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15. meditate
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16. trust people more
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17. Not be a hypochondriac!
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18. stop procrastinating
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19. Stop caring what other people think of me
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20. stop lying to myself
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21. Take more pictures
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22. pass my sophmore year
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23. be a good daughter
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24. talk to someone.
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25. get better grades
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26. start believing myself
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27. not feel depressed anymore
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28. Worry less.
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29. Kiss in the rain
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30. cope with being bipolar
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31. Get better at Sign Language (ASL)
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32. To live instead of exist
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33. stop thinking about suicide
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34. become a photographer
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35. have a better viewpoint of life
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36. get over it
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37. know that there is nothing wrong with me
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38. Stop wearing my heart on my sleeve.
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39. be ok with being alone
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Recent entries
I need to move on from this.
21 months ago
I wish I would have another chance,
I waited you’re time before,
And now I wish I could open,
This now closed door.
The three words I expressed,
They are cutting me deeper and deeper,
I’m falling down this landslide,
And it’s getting steeper and steeper.
My first waking thought,
Maybe I’ll get to hold you again,
I carry that thought throughout the day,
And feel accomplished that I held myself together.
I can still feel your voice,
And touch your hand,
But then wake up…
Will this ever end?
All I want, Darling…and all I need,
Is not to imagine your saying to me,
“I promise I’ll never leave you…I’ll never break you…”
But you would be breaking your promise, wouldn’t you?
You’re gone right now,
But my emotions for you are still here,
Pretty soon everything,
Will be gone forever, I fear.
Details are what make us unique,
You and me had so much detail,
You left me cold and lifeless,
My soul feels so frail.
People in this world,
Each goes their own unique way,
They start many pathways,
Until they find the path that is ‘the way’.
I can’t breath,
And the world is spinning,
All this pain I feel,
Why are you grinning?
It seemed as though,
You took the pain away,
But now that you’re gone…hand in hand with someone else,
What am I ever to say?
I will continue down,
This path we were supposed to walk down together,
Maybe someday I’ll meet you halfway…
And we can continue down that pathway.
I'm doing better.
21 months ago
I got 100% on my prject in Literature. I am pretty sure I passed my test in Algebra. I know I’m going to pass my test in health today. I organized my notebook in ASL 1. Now I just need to keep it going. =]
