Its been on again off again with this. Its like one day Im all “zen” and feel great about everything…and the next day im on the verge of a nervous breakdown. It just dosent make any sense to me. Ohhhh well. Maybe I have a hormanal imbalnce or something. Thats it! Im obviously going through men-opause.
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2. keep a journal
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3. Speak French fluently
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4. see my favorite bands live
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5. Get good Grades in my classes
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6. make a short film
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7. get a six pack
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8. wake up when my alarm clock goes off
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9. Stop Stressing out
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10. stop living from paycheck to paycheck
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11. write a book and have it published
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12. Model
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13. learn about wine
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14. Finish what I start
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15. pay off my debt
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16. gain confidence
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17. get my bachelors degree
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18. be happy
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19. volunteer in Africa
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20. travel the world
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21. fall in love with someone who loves me as much as i love them
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22. Read at least one book a month
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23. Find Spirituality
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24. Save money
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25. Go to therapy
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26. take more photographs
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27. build an empire
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28. Excercise at least 5 times a week
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29. Learn a new word everyday
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30. go to burning man
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Ive been really bad about this latley….Today I laid in bed for an extra 40 minutes. : \
Ohhhh well. I still got up early enough to eat breakfast, which is really the main goal of getting up early for me so i guess it works out. : )
ive actually been writing a lot more recently. Lastnight i wrote about three pages, and it made me feel a lot less anxious and annoyed. I just need to invest in one of the nice journals..because the 80 page school workbook isnt going to cut it in the longrun. Now i just wish I could force myself to focus on writing my book more. I think im going to start writing on my lunch at work or something. My lifes absolutley ridiculous, and i dont think its a stretch to say a book/ movie could be based after it. : ) Well see I guess.
