RayMorda

I’ve got a lot of choices in my life. Each of them make it harder to find myself. I’m not sure of anything I’d like to do or who I want to become. I’ve no ideas at all really. My mind used to flow freely with creativity and art and writing… None of which have any part in my life beyond the occasional forum post. I feel as if I have lost myself in all this.

Finding myself will be a true trial. I wish I could just wake up and know I was who I wanted to be. Perhaps having a business I need to take over when my family goes… something… anything to guide me. I can no longer guide myself; not at this time.