Ok, so I’ve broadened my social circle but maybe not in a good way? It’s true that I know more people on my course. But something doesn’t feel right. I don’t feel myself- open, chatty, excitable, comfortable, happy. I feel quiet, closed off, shy. I can’t figure out what’s wrong or different.
Maybe I’m comparing this too much to friends back home who I’ve known for years and therefore trust & care about. It could be the social dynamics of the group, when everyone’s in there’s 8 of us all together which means less chatting, more listening especially to those who are the loadest in the group.
Oct 07, 03:36AM PDT | 0 comments
So I didn’t end up learning the piano this Summer although I did try. I think if I was going to attempt learning I would have to atleast start with tutor as it’s all very confusing for me!
For the time being I’m going to give this goal a miss. The little experience of the piano I did endure didn’t really tickle my fancy and so I think I’d like to take up a musical talent at some point in the future but not for now. It makes my head hurt too much.
Oct 07, 03:08AM PDT | 0 comments
WOOOOOOOOOOOOO! My sister got the funding for her special school. She’s nervous but I think she’s excited aswell. She’s going in for just two morning’s a week for now but as she builds up to it she can start going in more when she feels she can cope and eventually will be staying residential, sharing a room with other girls.
I’m so excited for her. I know it will be difficult for her but thankfully my uni timetable gives me Mondays & Fridays off so I can go home on Thursday evenings and spend more time with her, helping her to adjust and stay positive although I’m sure she won’t need much of my help with that! :D
Oct 07, 02:43AM PDT | 0 comments
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