Why the fuck do I keep letting her do this to me? Why cant I let go? I want to die. I need to die. Its the only goddamn way I can stop loving her, and stop letting her tear me apart.
Requiem111's Life List
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1. commit suicide
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2. Have sex
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3. burn the world
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4. die
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5. Let her go
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6. squirt
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7. watch girls fuck
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8. cunnilingus
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2 years ago
Now
2 years ago
I’m straight. I’m a guy. And guess what, we’re not all the social, sex-starved fuckups people stereotype. I love her. All the time, and with all my heart. Even now, after everything, I would die for her. So now what? she doesn’t care about me. I don’t exist to her. Do you know what that’s like? I see the girl i fell in love with, hurting herself, giving in to her anger and hopelessness. My heart keeps bleeding for her, and just when I thought I couldn’t give anymore, it bleeds again. SO WHAT THE FUCK MUST I DO?!
