RevolutionaryCazzie

I feel like I really need a boost of confidence. At the moment, my friend is very upset at me, and I plan to talk to her on Monday, but I feel so scared. This has been going on for like… 5 weeks. :< And, I tried talking to her like 2 weeks ago, but I was so scared, my body wouldn’t move, or get up. I felt frozen. But, before that, for some reason my body got up on it’s own and walked to her, then my mouth started moving…Words actually coming out of it. I was stunned at what I did. But, that still isn’t reaching my goal. Last time though, I tried to talk to her, I was so scared… I thought words would never come out of my mouth… But, I’m still a bit nervous, anyone have any ideas? D: Please?

So, I’m sort of new to this… I’m not so sure how to start this off. But I’ll try my best. <3 Hello, My name is Cassie, also know as Cazzie. My parents divorced when I was 6 years old, and I am currently 12, turning 13 on October 2nd. My dad had some type of Brain Damage, from drugs. I lived with my mom, at my grandmothers house, and When I turned 9, my mom was taken to the Hospital because she had the same thing as my father, some sort of Brain Damage. Now that I am 12, I learned to be strong, but sometimes I live in regret, and anger, from not feeling a normal child's life. I sometimes feel like, I wasn't loved long enough, to be on my own. So, I suggest to people, if anything like this, or close, to the type happens to you, or someone you know, tell them, that they have to be strong, and they actually still ARE loved. We have friends. Even if you think you are a loner, with no friends, or new to someplace, there are people secretly admiring you for anything/everything. You just don’t know it yet. This is called FRIENDS. And friends can be other family members too!! I hope this makes any sense… Thank you for reading!