RockyRaccoon

i’ve played lacrosse for about a year now. last year was awesome, even though i didn’t play that often. my best friend is joining this year and i’m glad, but i secretly wish she wouldn’t. i know she can run faster than i can, but she has no hand cooridination what-so ever. and she wants to go out for defense, which is my spot. i’m trying to get her to go for affense but i don’t think she’ll do it. is that bad that i don’t want her playing?

i have a friend who started changing last year and has gotton on my nerves all this year. she complains to my best friend about and to other people i know. i may complain to my best frined but to no one else and i don’t see why she has to tell everyone how i’m pissing her off. i think i may try and bring the situation up tomorrow but if she gets mad at me i don’t want her to bad mouth to everyone. i don’t want to be shy and not speak whays on my mind, but should i truly be myself if i could lose a friendship over it?

okay so the last time i wrote i said that i really like my brothers’ best friend. now i wrote some things like on myspace and i think he likes me too. on this one survey we both did he put the things he likes most about girls in my description. and mine was he’s. he’s sooo sweet. i can’t help but think he might like me too.(hopefully)