It’s finding the time really. I’ve had my own pole now for a few months and when I get in after a days work I really feel there’s other things I have to do before practice, and then it gets too late. My classes finish soon so maybe that’l spur me on to continue on my own until my class starts in Summer. I know the basics but it’s just style that I need now, there’s doing it n there’s doing it WELL.
Ruthyhl's Life List
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1. get over my heartbreak
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2. be happy with myself, by myself, for myself
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3. do what i want to do
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4. save more money
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5. learn to drive
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6. move out
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7. get better at pole dancing
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8. Visit Alaska
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9. see the northern lights
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10. Learn a foreign language
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11. Get a poem published
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12. get a tattoo
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How I did it: Gritted my teeth and just went and did it! Worth it! Glad I did as now I have a physical reminder of how I overcame an anxiety of getting something done. When I get worried over something I look at my piercing and think, well I got that done so if I can do that then I can surely do this!! Its also somewhere that is not in public view so it's quite a nice little secret, people would never place me as someone who would have got that done. Read how I did it…
I want to do this but its so expensive these days! This goal kind of clashes with my ‘save more money’ goal!!
For me this is about my life job-wise. My dad wants me to go into teaching right away, now I have done my MA. But I just want to do some temping or something/office work. I really dont feel ready to walk into a classroom at this point in my life, I’m only 23. My dad keeps warning me not to leave it too late. I want to make him proud and not disappoint him but I NEED to do this for me. I did the MA because he suggested it and I’m glad I did. I jst dnt agree with him on this one. A hard choice.
