i have no idea what i am chasing after with ‘r’ – he’s married and i’m an ex student.
i have no idea what i am chasing after with josh because it’s so friggen complicated.
arghhhhhhhhh ):
| 1. |
introduce a precious baby into this wonderful world, with a man that I adore, give it the most amazing name and love it with all my heart
1 entry . 10 cheers |
1 person |
| 2. |
work at Disney World
3 entries . 6 cheers |
33 people |
| 3. |
4 entries |
0 people |
| 4. |
reflect on as many things for which I'm grateful daily
141 entries . 8 cheers |
1 person |
| 5. |
work out what I want to do next year to help give myself an idea about what I want in life
2 entries . 9 cheers |
1 person |
| 6. |
own and run my very own bookstore by the age of 25
10 cheers |
1 person |
| 7. |
leave post-it notes with happy words, drawings and messages for strangers to find
6 cheers |
2 people |
| 8. |
move out and into my own apartment by the age of 22
1 cheer |
1 person |
| 9. |
list 100 things that make me happy apart from money
43 entries . 3 cheers |
1 person |
| 10. |
get healthy and feel happy with my new me!
1 entry . 4 cheers |
1 person |
| 11. |
live instead of exist - do something REAL
8 cheers |
1 person |
| 12. |
travel the world starting 2010
2 entries . 8 cheers |
1 person |
| 13. |
hug at least 5 people everyday
4 entries . 4 cheers |
1 person |
| 14. |
help someone change their life for the better by changing mine
1 entry . 3 cheers |
1 person |
| 15. |
start designing, sewing and wearing my own clothes
8 cheers |
1 person |
| 16. |
read more books (especially the ones i borrow from the library and never get to reading)
2 entries . 7 cheers |
1 person |
| 17. |
inspire myself through the use of my visual diaries
2 cheers |
1 person |
| 18. |
stop swearing - find new ways to express my anger and annoyance
3 cheers |
1 person |
| 19. |
actually START and then finish what needs to be done
2 entries . 4 cheers |
1 person |
| 20. |
attend all tutorials, workshops and lectures, pass exams, DECIDE ON MY MAJOR and eventually graduate from university
3 entries |
1 person |
| 21. |
learn to control myself
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6 people |
| 22. |
make others happy and not by putting myself down
3 cheers |
1 person |
| 23. |
donate blood once my iron levels are normal again
3 entries . 5 cheers |
2 people |
| 24. |
see the northern lights with mummy
1 entry . 1 cheer |
1 person |
| 25. |
remember the amazing feeling singing in front of an audience gave me and do it again
2 entries . 5 cheers |
1 person |
| 26. |
be remembered for positive actions
4 cheers |
1 person |
| 27. |
write a song for someone I love and perform it to them in front of a crowd
3 cheers |
1 person |
| 28. |
make a list of names that I can use later on in life to call my own children
12 entries . 3 cheers |
1 person |
| 29. |
live to see the legalisation of gay marriage
6 cheers |
1 person |
| 30. |
attend more gigs, music festivals and stage productions
2 entries . 2 cheers |
1 person |
| 31. |
take 4 photos daily
5 entries . 3 cheers |
1 person |
| 32. |
take a road trip with the girls in 2009
4 cheers |
1 person |
| 33. |
list 100 things about me that people might not yet know
29 entries . 2 cheers |
1 person |
| 34. |
learn three new words everyday
13 entries |
1 person |
| 35. |
kiss red-nosed in the snow
1 entry . 1 cheer |
1 person |
| 36. |
make out passionately in the rain
1 cheer |
1 person |
| 37. |
adopt a penguin and name it BANG !
1 entry . 1 cheer |
1 person |
| 38. |
post photos of 43 amazing people
31 entries . 1 cheer |
1 person |
| 39. |
Find my very own Edward Cullen OR Jacob Black (:
4 cheers |
2 people |
| 40. |
meet BOOM !
2 entries . 5 cheers |
1 person |
i have no idea what i am chasing after with ‘r’ – he’s married and i’m an ex student.
i have no idea what i am chasing after with josh because it’s so friggen complicated.
arghhhhhhhhh ):
new moon midnight release
jacob black
taylor lautner
maccaz at 2 in the morning
taxi rides
home by 4am
up til 6
glee
merlin
arthur
talking to josh
seriously talking to josh
seeing that neither of us know what to do without eachother
fuck so pathetic
ugh
very thankful though
no rash decisions
i really don’t get that ‘if you love something let it go’ saying – if you love it, keep it for as long as you can; for as long as it works. because if you let that love go, if it does come back, things may change, things will change and even if you still love one another, it’ll be a different love and that’s not necessarily a good thing.
time to take out and play my violin after abandoning it for about 4 months
time to play the piano too
time to sit out in the warm weather and paint for a little bit
great food
a good day
cleaning out the shed to get rid of everything that we no longer need
getting things organised for the garage (carport) sale this weekend
that my last exam for the year is tomorrow
finding a bunch of old photos
planning to scan them to facebook
that i’m going to the midnight release of new moon in just over 24 hours wowowow :D
dreams
benson & hedges
discovering the love of my life – Evgeny Aleksandrovitch Nikolaev Simonov (aka Eugene Hütz) <3
getting my feet wet
thong tan lines
reminiscing
music playing through the radio the whole day
having a long cool shower to end the day