SINFIDEL

is dreaming big dreams...



I'm doing 41 things
 

SINFIDEL's Life List

  1. 1. to feel like i'm really living life, instead of just existing
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    2 people
  2. 2. make a list of 100 things i like about myself
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    18 people
  3. 3. be loved just as i am
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    3 people
  4. 4. fall in love with my soulmate and be loved in return
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    1 person
  5. 5. cook at home more days of the week than I eat out
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    2 people
  6. 6. maintain my home in a surprise-visitors-welcome state of cleanliness at all times
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    1 person
  7. 7. get my house professionally/heavy-duty/nook-and-cranny cleaned
    1 person
  8. 8. consistently earn more money than my expensed budget requires
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    1 person
  9. 9. sculpt a faerie gate/portal in my backyard
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    1 person
  10. 10. make my backyard a faerie wonderland
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    1 person
  11. 11. widen my driveway with paver stones
    1 person
  12. 12. see the northern lights
    19,100 people
  13. 13. write a book
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    31,073 people
  14. 14. make a difference
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    7,171 people
  15. 15. adopt a child
    1,781 people
  16. 16. inspire somebody
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    144 people
  17. 17. Lose weight and get in shape.
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    305 people
  18. 18. be a size 10
    114 people
  19. 19. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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    21,508 people
  20. 20. Inspire people to subvert the dominant paradigm.
    12 people
  21. 21. make a list of 365 quotes that inspire me
    173 people
  22. 22. be more compassionate, and less angry
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    1 person
  23. 23. be courageous as often as possible
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    75 people
  24. 24. learn how to just relax and "let go" and be at peace and one with the universe
    1 person
  25. 25. stop worrying about what other people think
    332 people
  26. 26. maintain my car better, both in cleanliness and service/upkeep-wise
    1 person
  27. 27. find at least one thing each day that makes me happy and record it everyday for a year
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    2,623 people
  28. 28. Complete my AA Degree
    4 people
  29. 29. travel to Antalya, Turkey
    1 person
  30. 30. lose 100 pounds
    1,946 people
  31. 31. stop eating fast food
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    791 people
  32. 32. Become Financially Independent
    6,594 people
  33. 33. eliminate sugars from my everyday diet (except on treat days/special occasions)
    1 person
  34. 34. eliminate breads from my everyday diet (except on treat days/special occasions)
    1 person
  35. 35. become fit and healthy
    441 people
  36. 36. keep negative people out of my life
    491 people
  37. 37. find the career that fits my skills, natural talents and passion
    468 people
  38. 38. learn how to drive stick-shift
    4,474 people
  39. 39. practice and spread acceptance, understanding and compassion
    31 people
  40. 40. judge a little less and forgive a little more
    302 people
  41. 41. embrace my wierdness and pat it's little head
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    4 people

How I did it
How to go on a Mediterranean cruise
It took me
2 years
It made me
fulfilled


How to paint
It took me
20 years
It made me
thrilled and chill


How to get my computer fixed
It took me
90 days
It made me
happy


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be a good mother
I realized I WAS a good mother when I lost my baby, Brownie..

Brownie was my beloved puppy and I realized I was a good mother on the day he was tragically killed. I knew the loss I felt was not that of a mere pet owner even though some people told me hours after the accident that took his life that I should just go get another dog.

I loved Brownie more than I can explain. He was my little prince and is not “replaceable”.

RIP my sweet boy!

~ ♥ ~



be known for my talent
TheHennaGoddess.com

I’ve never advertised, but by word of mouth and local renown was contacted by a lady who wanted to open a henna shop at Universal Studios, and went on to open it with/for her, work as the lead artist there for almost 4 years, and managed and ran the shop for the owner, taking her vision and my ideas to a whole awesome level..

I had repeat customers, and international clientele who returned time and again to see me, specifically requesting me and regaling me with tales of how much enjoyment my art brought them and others they shared it with.

I made great friends and had a truly wonderful experience working there…

It brought me indescribably joy, and I reached a pinnacle in my artistic career during those years, which took me over the threshold from just amazing to the best henna artist ever.. It’s not even me.. it’s just this.. instinctive natural thing.. that’s all come together.

Maybe its the experience of doing hundreds and hundreds of hennas in all different styles.. maybe it’s some talent from a higher power.. but I realize my brain just sees what to do and I just get in the flow of some kind of zone..

Anyways, if you’re ever in Orlando, and want some henna, check me out! :)

TheHennaGoddess.com



lose my virginity
losing it..

losing it is easy.

waiting until it will really mean something is the key.

it means alot, so make it mean alot. that’s my advice.

don’t let anyone slight you by making it something less than it could be.

when you think you’re ready.. tack on some extra time. anticipation only helps if it’s right, or shows that it’s wrong. lol…

:)



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