Sam

So today I had to buy a sketchbook for art class.
I decided that on the way to the art store and back I would smile at everyone who passed me.
And so I did.
This store I went to is on a very main street in Vancouver and (though I was not counting) I must have passed hundreds of people.
You know how many people smiled back?

one.

One nice young lady who had just gotten off the bus.
Most people wouldn’t even bother to make eye contact with me.
And you know what this makes me think?

I have a lot of smiling to do.
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:D
-Sam

I dropped for the first time at Shambhala.
This wasnt a good thing or a bad thing.
It was intense and fucked up.
at first nothing happened for over an hour so I decided to go dancing…
basically all night I just felt sick and kept getting hit with..what felt like waves of energy. by the end of the night (or should I say 10 in the morning) all I could see was eye balls everywhere. On every leaf, on every tree, on every blade of grass.
even in my tent.
I never wanted to do acid and I was against it for a very long time.
Now that Iv done it I’m glad. Just make sure your with someone you know and trust.
I was with someone I had just met.
Luckily for me they were a really decent human being and helped me out with my trip all night. (Thanks Brandon)
Honestly its like seeing a whole new dimension of reality you couldn’t believe exists.
Wouldn’t take it back for the world.

I had a hard time the other day when I was hanging out with my friends who were all smoking…first time Iv had a real craving since I quit..
Why self destruct?
We should use this life to make ourselves the most amazing beings we can be.
You deserve to be healthy.
I really hope I make it this time.
My friend Sam promised me a party if I make it 6 months without any…Iv made it almost 2 months now!
:D
GOOD LUCK EVERYONE ELSE! Its hard I know, but you can do it, just keep trying!