Samanthae

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Samanthae's Life List

  1. 1. Know exactly what I want
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    27 people
  2. 2. be less afraid
    107 people
  3. 3. carpe diem
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    567 people
  4. 4. remember to be young
    2 entries . 2 cheers
    3 people
  5. 5. be happy, not on the surface happy, but deep down for serious happy.
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    124 people
  6. 6. keep negative people out of my life
    3 entries . 3 cheers
    80 people
  7. 7. Allow myself to only be treated well by the people I choose to have friendships and relationships with. If they do not, I need to find the courage to move on without them.
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    264 people
  8. 8. make a difference
    6,629 people
  9. 9. be less obsessive
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    89 people
  10. 10. accept compliments gracefully
    92 people
  11. 11. start a photo journal - take at least a photo a day to represent my life
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    961 people
  12. 12. Kiss in the rain
    4 entries . 5 cheers
    14,393 people
  13. 13. stop doubting myself
    227 people
  14. 14. Write my name in wet cement
    503 people
  15. 15. Do a cartwheel
    293 people
  16. 16. Go hot air ballooning
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    115 people
  17. 17. Go down a pants size
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    65 people
  18. 18. get my sternum pierced
    16 people
  19. 19. tone my body
    745 people
  20. 20. learn sign language
    7,418 people
  21. 21. join the Mile High Club
    1 entry
    893 people
  22. 22. identify 43 things I like about Charlo
    3 entries
    1 person
  23. 23. get a tattoo on the bottom of my foot
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    13 people
  24. 24. Not feel so Alone, because im NOT alone
    1 entry
    10 people
  25. 25. pay for the person behind me
    1 entry
    119 people
  26. 26. learn fire poi
    50 people
  27. 27. Learn to play a musical instrument
    597 people
  28. 28. Accept that I don't have the power to change people.
    1 person
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keep negative people out of my life (read all 3 entries…)
Untitled 9 months ago

I always saw this as flat out. If someone isn’t making you happy, if they are bringing you down then why keep them around. Why diminish your own possibilities of happiness for someone else. So what do you do when what is making you upset, what can be considered negative is also what keeps you happy. If that ‘negative’ person per-say is actually also the most positive person in your life?



know exactly what I want
Wouldn't it be nice. 9 months ago

Right now, I think it would be fantastic if I knew what I wanted even in one single part of my life. Decision making is hard enough when you have to choose between two solid things, but it’s even worse when those things aren’t actually identified. Making that leap of faith, especially when neither option is actually any good is hard. It’s hard to jump into a sea of sharks, but when your only other option is a different sea, with different sharks how do you know what jump is right. I’d like to be able to trust my instinct on it all. It would be pretty nice actually but when the odds of making the wrong decision are so high and you don’t actually know what your instinct is telling you then what happens?



go on a road trip with no predetermined destination (read all 2 entries…)
Untitled 10 months ago

I did this… it’s hard to believe that it’s already been nearly a month. My boyfriend and I packed it all up for a weekend and left. We knew we were going to Nova Scotia but hadn’t decided where. We crossed the border, stopped at the tourist bureau and then decided where we wanted to go. It was amazing, being away without knowing counting on you. We were on our trip alone together… really alone because it was just him and I… no one else to have to bother with or cater to. Fantastic.



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