I’m struggingly with this. I’m wondering if anyone is ever truly happy ALL the time. I have moments where I stop and think “wow, nothing could make life better at this exact moment” and the life seems to come and there is something that ruins that moment. I’m not saying I’m not happy. It’s just the….no stress, complete bliss kind of moments. I wish life could just be one big completely blissful moment.
I have not dedicated alot of time to this. But in November I was able to spend almost a whole month making a special scrapbook for my dad’s birthday. It was all pictures of me and me and him. He loooooooved it. It was very special and probably by far my favorite scrapbook!
It’s gotten alot better. I’ve gone from staying up until 3-5 am and sleeping until Noon or 1pm to now I go to bed between 10-Midnight and wake up no later than 9. So it’s ALOT more normal.
Since we(my mom and family) moved into a new house I have spent more time playing with my baby sister and spending time with my little brother. It’s nice. There is 14 years and 20 years between me and my siblings and I want to be someone they can come to and love and be understanding. I want to be a part of all there big moments growing up. It makes me happy to be there for those things….it’s a special thing
Me and Jonathan are currently in the beginning stages of buying our own home. I am VERY excited about this. I am crossing my fingers everything works out in our favor!
Yeah, I gained weight. I am really depressed about this.
Seeing as how I am intering and have no current income because of this. I am failing miserably.
I’m doing very well on this. I still have my moments where I am a complete basket case for absolutly no reason. But we all have those days. But I believe I have progressed greatly in this.
As of yesterday I am offically enrolled in school again. I’ve very excited to be on a path of success!