Sammsclub

God I just really dont want to quit. I know it sounds horrible but I feel alot better blazed and not so tense with the world. I feel like I have an angel on one shoulder and the little devil on the other. Anyways I ended up smokin last night and alittle today… maybe its b/c i still have weed, gotta get rid of it.

This is a tough one. My best friend and I never got in a fight or anything and she still is my best, but alot of things have changed since she went off to college. College does change people. In highschool we could talk for hours about whatever, now we talk about once a month and the conversation is always about whats going on in her life, how much she drank, the stupid boy she never stops talking about and so forth. Dont get me wrong, I still love her to death but I wish it went back to the way it was in the Summer when she wasnt doing stupid shit and making bad choices, we’d have fun doing whatever
she flunked out of school and is moving back in a few weeks so maybe it will all just go back to the way it was, and its almost summer time =]

it seems as all of my things to do are linked. Once i get my own place thats when i can get this done. Its a respect thing.
But I know that I wanna get a Red Rose Bud on my right shoulder blade (for my middle name), a sun on my foot (summer memories), and breathe on my wrist maybe.