I'm doing 33 things
It’s not like I’m really fat or anything – at least I don’t think so! I would just like to loose a bit of weight and gain muscles, become strong. I would really like to go to the local fitness center but so far I haven’t been brave enough to do so because I am scared of meeting people I know there. Maybe it’s stupid but I would find that quite embarassing. So I hope that I can bring myself to go there and try it. If I don’t like it I won’t have to go back.
Sampha's Life List
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1. Write a novel
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2. sing to her
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3. look beautiful
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4. get fit
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5. live in london
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6. Amaze people
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7. Try drugs
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8. find the career that fits my skills, natural talents and passion
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9. learn to play the ukulele
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10. paraglide
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11. be free
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12. Learn mende
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13. develop an interest in something
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14. get my Abitur
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15. pray
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16. go to church
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17. Go on a road trip with no predetermined
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18. get on a train spontaneously
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19. Get rid of my spots
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20. Tell someone everything
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21. make her proud
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23. accept myself
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24. stop lying
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25. be truly happy
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26. make up for things
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27. Be myself
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28. go to Hawaii
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29. Own a Laptop
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30. love and be loved back
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31. meet awesome people
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32. get a facebook profile picture
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33. complete "wreck this journal"
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Recent entries
Everybody says that I look really sad and even though I do feel sad a large amount of the time, I would like to smile more because I think I will automatically become slightly happier by smiling and people might think I look a bit more approachable. :-) It personally makes me happier when people smile at me so I guess it might be similar with other people so I would like to smile a lot more. I’ve already started today but my day was pretty good so it wasn’t so hard to smile all the time. I would however like to be able to smile even when I’m feeling a bit down.
My spots control more than I used to think they do. I might look okay without them but they make me feel hideous and that doesn’t help boost my confidence. I have already been to the skin doctors about it but the cream they gave me didn’t help at all. I will try another doctor soon though and I am hoping that it will work better this time.
